Dear Muslims

We, the United States of America, have a bone to pick with you. Why can’t you see that we’re the good guys? We’ve been trying so hard to get your attention and make sure that you understand this, but you keep ignoring it.

We try to get your attention at weddings, funerals, cafes, etc. but for some reason you just don’t see how altruistic and benevolent we are.


We come to your countries to free you but for some reason you don’t see how we’ve got a long history of helping you.

(Afghanistan, same location: top 1970s, bottom today)

Whether it’s your freedom of religion…

Or freedom of expression…

Or freedom of self-determination…


We’re intimately invovled.

We’ve tried other methods as well but we just can’t seem to get through to you. Can’t you see how much we love you with our every act?

So much so that once we have you, we really don’t want to let you go.

And when I do, you aren’t “half the man [you] used to be”…

Please start reading the Washington Post

and watch FOX News. They both will explain how great we are so that you can understand it: we’re the good guys. Are you going to believe us or your lying eyes, ears, and loss of limbs?

Another Unchallenged Abuse of Power

While still in Chicago, I attended a pre-trial hearing in the case of the so-called NATO 3. Three young men of five being tried together, each with seperate defense attorneys, and a very typical entrapment style government planned and materially supported vandalism non-event that the state of Illinois insists on referring to as terrorism (though this time it was Department of Homeland Security’s Secret Service instead of FBI, who were apparently too busy plotting, planning, training, subborning, supplying terror attacks and generally playing Al Qaeda blocks away).

The hearing was largely about hammering out jury instructions. There was a point where one defense attorney turned to the dictionary for guidance on the use of a term not defined by the state law (this may be the first state-level terror trial in the US because the federal government decided not to prosecute–very similar to Squidgate in that regard–though the second time someone has been charged under the statute, the first being a young black man who had rap lyrics on a piece of paper in his car) under which the men are being charged. The Assistant DA scoffed at Webster in general. I assume that the irony was lost on him.

There was also a push to drag in many Facebook posts and photos, and many other communications not directly connected to the alleged crime(s). I gather this is either a tactic to scare the piss out of the jury (some of the photos involve Jesse James style handkerchiefs over lower halves of faces) or to burden the defense attorneys with addituonal work just before trial, or more likely both.

Had I stayed in Chicago (I did not, and that’s several stories unto themselves including yet another voice-to-skull or whatever tech attempt to drive me to a suicidal protest ending of freezing to death) I would have most likely attended the jury selection, trial, etc. I just ran across this an hour or so ago:

Counterpunch, “Your Rights Aren’t Worth Crap: Locking the Public Out of Public Trials in Chicago,” Chris Geovanis, 21 January 2014:

Government officials are forcing every member of the public seeking to observe the NATO 3 trial to ‘pre-register’, produce a government-issued ID, submit to a criminal background check — and, of course, trust them with your data.

There’s also more, like how the judge has already allowed essentially every prosecution evidence request and now is making it difficult to attend, report, or take a pee during the trial lest you be ejected. This is part and parcel of the new Christie-style politicians who are so mad with power that party is irrelevant as is local, state or federal. Our nation is now run by a cabal of bullies who sometimes clothe themselves in a few social progressive issues that they talk about in order to distract us while taking virtually everything else they and their only beloved corporate partners can get their slimy tentacles on. You are being robbed by expert pickpockets in slow motion and probably don’t even know it.

Dead Black Guy Day

“In the End, we will remember not
the words of our enemies, but
the silence of our friends.”
Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.

The underlying message, and it’s not a comforting one, of what this blog is really about is that the United States of America is a phony…Uncle Sam is a scheister. I know that there are folks who have always thought so for various reasons.

For example, the treatment of Native Americans. This will  be redemonstrated for people of all colors in the near future via the indefinite detention clauses of the National Defense of America Act (NDAA). The NDAA always both passes and gets signed by the POTUS without much at all in the way of overall criticism of those responsible for that nor those to whom such absolute power is given through the legislation by the mainstream media.

Slavery is another. The surreptitious return of that utilizing psychological and neurological means is another point of this blog. Perhaps another way of stating that is: if they can, they will…and they can. Do the math.

But back to phony patriotism, faux nationalism, fair-weather compassion from those in government, I don’t think people realize the lengths that they would go to, the depths of the depravity possessed by those in power. At least in part, this is due to two related things that ultimately just mean good P.R. Most people are dangerously unaware of the scope, breadth, and depth of COINTELPRO and MKULTRA (among other concerted illegal operations and programs). They just aren’t aware beyond a few often simple, often whitewashed, details. Hand-in-hand with this is the hero worship that Hollywood has, as Washington’s bitch and that bastion of progressivism, succeeded in perpetuating. We are at the point, thanks to Operation Northwoods Updated, aka 9/11, at the point where the average American thinks that torture is fine, works the way that those who enjoy its use claim, and makes him feel better instead of worse for wanton cruelty being done on his dime. This despite the fact that torture doesn’t provide reliable intel if you are actually in the business of wanting to know what’s really going on. That has been the accepted truth for well over there centuries, but–again–Republican hatred of the education system has succeeded in creating an astoundingly ignorant populace especially where history is concerned. This is the point of that, of course, to make people easier to fool.

In short, they’ve also succeeded in making people so hatefilled of one another that when they do start rounding people up at the behest of four- and five-star brass, they will be happy to see others so miserable. Among the dumber things we’ve come to accept is trust of officials despite the typically low approval ratings. They haven’t only suceeded in making the self-dealing corporatists and sadistic psychopaths in CIA and FBI appear as heroes who wake up every day thinking about protecting people living in trailer parks (assuming they can still afford some kind of home at all), but also the unbelievably corrupt top military brass. Really, check out any show that has an episode with a corrupt agent or military leader and see if they aren’t depicted as the exception rather than the rule, as it is in real life. People line up to be used by these organizations who do not at all share the same values as those who worship at their feet; that’s just the lie they agree upon in order to continue to pull the wool over your eyes.

I should know about all of these criticisms having fallen prey to each and every one myself in the past. I have the “advantage” of having seen what they really do for a living. While that’s a great way to let go of various myths, the price is of course steep. It is difficult to blame others for not wanting to know. That tiny lying voice in your head that says it’ll all just work itself out and I’ll be blissfully unaware is preferable in most ways to admitting that there’s something big and hungry and you are on the menu.

The other sort of related thing they almost always manage to do is to get all of us to blame the wrong people, typically for all the wrong reasons. For example, the military budget and the war costs have themselves become national security issues because they threaten the economic strength of the country. And yet there are many Americans who do–having fallen prey to the Big Lie tactic of repeating it over and over–blame welfare fraud for the fact that they pay taxes and blame paying taxes for their lack of being a millionaire. The sheer number of lies accepted as truth “common sense” paints an ugly picture for any hope of correcting course.

Bottom-lined, they do precisely what Malcolm  X said: “If you’re not careful, the newspapers will have you hating the people who are being oppressed, and loving the people who are doing the oppressing.” We accept the excuses given for curtailing the rights of others given to us by those doing the curtailing. We overlook the crimes committed by some corporations because they “provide jobs,” as if that is their sole purpose for existing and not, instead, attempting to get labor as cheaply as possible. As Aldous Huxley similarly stared, there will come a point where we will enjoy having our rights taken away, come to love our slavery. We’re almost there.

What is almost always missing from these anti-government criticisms and discussions is why they do these things. Though I’ve already alluded to part of the answer, they do it to garner favors with corporations, there’s likely more. Before moving on to that, I’ll state plainly that having a power opposed to other things like corporate power is the way things are supposed to work. That isn’t working because they are now mostly one and the same beast and you are the latest country to be invaded, the untapped oil field. They want to pick you up by your heels and shake all the change out of your pockets. Once that’s done, they want to sell your carcass for whatever they can get for it.

Now moving on to the more part…

Some months ago in the context of the NSA powers, someone suggested that there is a point where money isn’t the driving factor. Though I would still point to greed as a central piece of the Big Picture Puzzle™, I think maybe he was on to something. After all, the accumulation of wealth isn’t so great unless it means you can do something that other people can’t. It’s also about status. Being able to break the law and get away with it is the ultimate status symbol. Better still to be asked to do so by politicians as in the case of FBI and CIA past and present whether in the context of “national security” or the business of performing political hit jobs on behalf of members of the Senate as in the case of the old COINTELPRO and CIA involvement in Watergate, or for private citizens who themselves enjoy the other set of rules that don’t require adherence to the law due to wealth and connections.

Simply, what’s the point in being better than others if you can’t constantly remind them and yourself of that fact?

And so we come around the bend at last to the point: more evidence that the US government murdered Martin Luther King:

Probe, “The Martin Luther King Conspiracy Exposed in Memphis,” Jim Douglass:

I can hardly believe the fact that, apart from the courtroom participants, only Memphis TV reporter Wendell Stacy and I attended from beginning to end this historic three-and-one-half week trial. Because of journalistic neglect scarcely anyone else in this land of ours even knows what went on in it.

In addition to this, the undoubtedly skewed, but then so’s the government so what’s it matter?, The COINTELPRO Papers book that documents the attempt by the FBI to goad King into suicide just before he was to accept the Nobel prize based on documents released via FOIA and declassification.

As it is and remains for any story of true importance, the mainstream media discounts anyone who questions whatever power says as insane or radical. The worse the truth actually is, the less coverage it actually gets even when ignoring it presents serious and life-threatening consequences for many people.

This was not how we were told the world worked growing up. But then we were also told that people go into public service to serve the public, respect their oaths, and care about others in their community. Instead, Uncle Sam more resembles a combination of Sam Giancana, Son of Sam, and some dude hiding inside a white sheet named Bubba.

An additional note. Saw Starship Troopers 3: Marauder recently. Was surprised how much I enjoyed it. Has false-flag, mind control, blatant lies under the guise of patriotism, equating questions and protest with treason, and the damnedest song that really captures where it’s all going in a few short bars in which the lyrics say absolutely nothing at all, just the right combo of buzz words and a catchy jingle. Effing genius. Lacks some of the brutal charm of part one, but may make up for it with “bug god” and the inevitable ending. See it.

How They Get You

On its face, the statement below will seem like the obvious. In a sense, it is. But, first, we don’t think about it in the moment. Second, some of the less mundane methods used to achieve it are still beyond the knowledge and belief set of most people.

There are three (well, maybe four)  ways to get people to do what you want.

Somewhere, in the files of our intelligence community and military, there is a document that has a statement very much like it toward the front of it, on the first page. I’ll name them as I would were I drafting it.


The first way is, of course, the carrot. The seeking of pleasure. This is the primary drive for most every action in our society. Sex and reproduction, with millions of years of evolutionary reinforcement behind it, plays such a role that our government and media can’t stop talking about it one way or another.
Work also falls into this category. Work and get paid or, when that work is when you’re your own boss, for the satisfaction of cutting the grass, repairing your vehicle, whatever. Usually, though, it comes in the form of money.

In the case of the shooter of Ronni Chasen, a man only ever identified as Harold by the media, he reportedly told neighbors that he was being paid $10,000 for a “hit,” that is an assassination. And yet investigators never actually discovered that anyone had actually said that to him. As I’ve noted before, I think it likely that he received, and believed, that message via voice-to-skull or a similar technology. This, as will some of the other examples, shares overlap with what I called the fourth possible method, which is simply hypnosis, or other means of subliminal suggestion. Addressing the unconscious directly, and bypassing the conscious mind altogether. That Harold was conscious of the offered reward implies that he was at least partially aware of it all, but that he came to believe the “magic voice” in his head, came to accept the delusion they gave him, that may have required MKULTRA’s “substances that make the induction of hypnosis easier,” or something else to cloud his judgment.


Similar to seeking pleasure is avoiding pain. In this case, I point to Aaron Alexis, the Navy Yard Shooter. He was unable to cope with the discomfort that being targeted by electronic and possibly pharmacological means to harass him. He chose, or was chosen because he was more inclined towards, aiming his ire outwards, at others. He seemed to believe those responsible were actually where he wound up going armed. This is similar to Harold in that his condition included a delusion that would have altered considerably what occurred if it had not existed. This is, in my view, a good reason to consider that it was not simply random brain malfunctions responsible. There were people using these means and methods behind these events.

One could also bring up people driven to suicide. Aaron Swartz is the example I’ve used here many times. Though he was harassed by prosecutors, that was what both made it possible (see below) and what made it plausible that it occurred naturally.

I refer to this event as the “hat rack;” that is, something to hang their hat on once they use the psychotropic or psychotronic device to invoke the emotion desired, in this case, depression, despair. In Barrett Brown’s case, I believe it was instead anger over having harassed his mother resulting in a YouTube video in which he named an FBI agent and they used that as an excuse to jail him. It assures that the target isn’t wondering, “Why am I suddenly feeling this way?” and may even help to enhance whatever it is they are trying to invoke and then exploit.

I speak from extensive experience as a target of both. Attempting to trick individuals into being angry at the wrong person or completely demoralized are two possible goals when field agents employ these techniques.


The third way, which again overlaps with the fourth and in other ways with the Carrot and Stick, is to simply make you believe what they want so that you’ll do what they want. Broken down, this is various Carrots and Sticks employed but in a less obvious, more nuanced fashion. Change someone’s politics, for example, and you’ve convinced them that some combination of achieving a desirable result or avoiding an undesirable one, makes this particular philosophy superior to whatever it was they put faith in before.

While this can be achieved by the Big Lie, that is pounding ideas over and over regardless of the facts, it can also be achieved by altering the target’s perception of reality. If emphasis in the media is placed on “Muslims bad,” then you can pretty much go grab all the heroin, oil, natural gas you want while increasing national debt beyond what is healthy for the country’s future while at the same time raking in as much of that negative debt for yourself and making anyone who disagrees with your great wealth robbery look like a traitor or whathaveyou for questioning your brilliant method of vacuuming up all the wealth of at least two countries (the one invaded and the one paying for the invasion).

And let’s not forget using the very same methods on Muslims in order to reinforce your phony narrative.

But I’m getting off the point here, though just to re-emphasize the bigger game afoot. The original COINTELPRO sought to take undesirables and pit them against each other. The idea, directing the targets’ own energy in any direction but the one actually causing the problems would mean that the problem makers would be free to continue their problem making. Doesn’t make sense from a standpoint of not being one of the problem makers, but then sanity and wisdom is not what I currently view as being in large supply in DC these days.

Similarly, MKULTRA was always, really, about controlling ones own citizens. The crap about making spies was how they got funding, made excuses for the kinds of things detailed in the three “Statement” posts below. It was always about you. You are the third example. You matter because they spent so damn much money trying to figure out how to control and manipulate you. You are important if for no other reason than they made you so.

Which brings me to a largely unrelated point. I may have to leave Chicago today. I never know for sure if I need to say some things, so I just wind up saying them.

I am sorry. Wish I could have been there. Assuming there even is going to be a there, that is a hearing or trial or whatever. I won’t say I think there’s a valid reason for the complete radio silence on this topic, though I suppose that’s possible. I won’t say I’m not hurt that I haven’t really learned anything I couldn’t have learned elsewhere, over the web. I am.

But I will say that I’m not angry about it.

Look, people I knew for half my life couldn’t do what they normally would have done in the face of this stuff. How could I possibly fault a complete stranger? I hoped, but I knew it was a longshot. I’m sorry if any of this adds to the burden. Not at all what I sought to do, quite the opposite.

And, yes, it burns my ass that they may have won this round. It bothers me more than a little that they continually succeed in dividing everyone in general. This is not the path to victory and I see it every day, the division.

But they won’t win. Not in the end.

Just know…if I’m not there that it isn’t because I didn’t want to be. I really, really did.

(Just f—ing win.)

Our Leaders: Complicit in Murder, Rape

Washington Post, “Letter to the Editor: ‘New’ military rape policies make no progress,” Rachel Natelson, 26 December 2013

Regarding the Dec. 20 news article “Congress poised to approve changes to address sexual assault, rape in military”:

While a symbolic step forward, the current round of military justice reforms are hardly “the most extensive rewrite of the Uniform Code of Military Justice since the armed forces were integrated,” as some would have it. In fact, without corresponding changes to the prosecutorial process, they either reiterate existing policies or bear unintended consequences for victims.

Each of the service branches, for example, already mandates that members convicted of sex crimes receive a dishonorable discharge or dismissal. Likewise, a Defense Department directive has long barred commanders from taking any “unfavorable personnel action” against those who report sexual harassment or assault.

Criminalizing retaliation will only raise the evidentiary burden for proving such misconduct, a shift likely to result in even fewer such cases yielding redress. And if commanders retain authority over criminal charges, why would they be any more inclined to prosecute retaliation than they have been to pursue underlying offenses?

If Congress is serious about eradicating the culture of sexual violence in the military, it must do more than simply repackage existing policies in the guise of reform.

Rachel Natelson, New York

The writer was legal director of the Service Women’s Action Network from 2011 to June 2013 and is a member of the National Task Force to End Sexual and Domestic Violence Against Women’s working group on military sexual assault.

What DoD Covers Up:

St. Louis American, “Documents Suggest Foul Play in the Death of LaVena Johnson,” Sandra Jordan, 25 June 2008

The Army claims the 5’1” African-American soldier from North County died from a self-inflicted gunshot wound with a rifle on July 19, 20.

[Dr. Johnson, LaVena’s father] said the pictures and documents from the incident proved that his daughter had been brutalized – raped, beaten, shot and set on fire.

“Someone poured lye in her vagina to destroy evidence,” her father said. “Her body was dumped in a dirty, filthy contractor’s tent.

“I told my wife I could let it go, but someone would get away with murder and I couldn’t live with myself.”

Also see:

Several more articles, memorials, and a short film.

Add LaVena Johnson to the list of those murdered by DoD leaders and covered up by Congress.

Is the reason for this rape epidemic some kind of behavioral modification program? Reduce empathy and increase violent tendencies in order to make “better” soldiers? Couple that with extended tours of duty and it is asking for trouble. I recall a time when better meant honorable, not psycho-sociolathic. That’s just what you get with today’s four- and five-star demigods and the legislators who worship them.

Statement of Dr. Valerie Wolf

“If anyone causes one of these little ones–those who believe in me–to stumble, it would be better for them to have a large millstone hung around their neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea.” –Matthew 18:6

In listening to the testimony today, it all sounds really familiar. I am here to talk about a possible link between radiation and mind-control experimentation that began in the late 1940s.

The main reason that mind-control research is being mentioned is because people are alleging that they were exposed as children to mind-control, radiation, drugs and chemical experimentation which were administered by the same doctors who are known to have been involved in conducting both radiation and mind-control research.

Written documentation has been provided revealing the names of people and the names of research projects in statements from people all over the country. It is also important to understand that mind-control techniques and follow-ups into adulthood may have been used to intimidate these particular research subjects into not talking about their victimization in government research.

As a therapist for the past twenty-two years, I have specialized in treating victims and perpetrators of trauma and their families. When word got out that I was appearing at this hearing, nearly forty therapists across the country, and I had nearly a week and a half to prepare, contacted me to talk about clients who had reported being subjects in radiation and mind-control experiments.

The consistency of people’s stories about the purpose of the mind-control and pain-induction, such as electric shock, use of hallucinogens, sensory deprivation, hypnosis, dislocation of limbs and sexual abuse, is remarkable. There is almost nothing published on this aspect of mind-control used on children, and these clients come from all over the country, having had no contact with each other. What was startling was that therapists reported that many of their clients were also ill with autoimmune problems, thyroid problems, multiple sclerosis, and other muscle and connective tissue diseases as well as mystery ailments for which a diagnosis cannot be found.

While somatization disorder is commonly found in these clients, many of the clients who have been involved in the human experimentation with the government have multiple medically documented physical ailments, and I was shocked today to hear one of the speakers talk about cysts and the teeth breaking off, because I have a client that that’s happening to.

Many people are afraid to tell their doctors their histories as mind-control subjects for fear of being considered crazy. These clients have named some of the same people… [Dr. Wolf then identified a series of individuals].

It needs to be made clear that these individuals remembered these names and events spontaneously with free recall and without the use of any memory-retrievable techniques, such as hypnosis. As much as possible, we have tried to verify the memories with family members, records and experts in the field.

Many attempts have been made through Freedom of Information Act filings to gain access to the mind-control research documentation. These requests have been generally slowed down or denied, although some information has been obtained, which suggests that at least some of the information supplied by these clients is true. It is important that we obtain all of the information contained in the CIA and military files to verify or deny our clients’ memories. Although many of the files for MKULTRA may have been destroyed, whatever is left, along with files for other projects, such as Bluebird and Artichoke, to name only two, contain valuable information.

Furthermore, if, as the evidence suggests, some of these people were used in radiation experiments, there might be information in the mind-control experiment file for radiation experiments. We need this information to help in the rehabilitation and treatment of many people who have severe psychological and medical problems, which interfere with their social, emotional, and financial well-being.

Finally, I urge you to recommend an investigation into these matters. Although there was a commission on mind-control, it did not include experiments on children because most of them were too young or still involved in the research in the late 1970s to come forward. The only way to end the harassment and suffering of these people is to make public what happened to them in the mind-control experiments. Please recommend that there be an investigation and that the files be opened on the mind-control experiments as they related to children.

In the Name of Science: A History of Secret Programs, Medical Research, and Human Experimentation, Andrew Goliszek, Macmillan, 15 November 2003, pp. 166-168

Note that this means, clearly, Congress and the Senate know this stuff happened and, by excusing the past, allows this kind of abuse to continue. This is the key, folks, the cornerstone of power. Break it, and the rest comes tumbling down, you restore the “created equal,” the “domestic tranquility,” and the Rule of Law.

9 March 2014: Update: Youtube video of the testimony.

Note: added Project Censored’s report on US Electromagnetic Weapons and Civil Rights as link under History at right.

Statement of Christina DeNicola

“The reason for torture is torture.” -George Orwell

Good afternoon. I’m Christina DeNicola, born July 1962. I was a subject in radiation as well as mind-control and drug experiments performed by a man I knew as [a doctor is named by the witness at this point and will be referred to herein as Dr. B]. I was a subject from 1966 to 1976. Dr. B performed radiation experiments on me in 1970, focusing on my neck, throat, and chest in 1972, focusing on my chest and my uterus in 1975.

Each time I became dizzy, nauseous, and threw up. All these experiments were performed on me in conjunction with mind-control techniques and drugs in Tuscon, Arizona. Dr. B was using me mostly as a mind-control subject from 1966 to 1973. His objective was to gain control of my mind and train me to be a spy assassin. The first significant memory took place at Kansas City University in 1966. [A relative] took me there by plane when my mom was out of town. I was in what looked like a laboratory, and there seemed to be other children. I was strapped down naked, spread-eagle, on a table, on my back.

Dr. B had electrodes on my body, including my head. He used what looked like an overhead projector and repeatedly said he was burning different images into my brain while a red light flashed aimed at my forehead. In between each sequence, he used electric shock on my body and told me to go deeper and deeper, while repeating each image would go deeper into my brain, and I would do whatever he told me to do.

I felt drugged because he had given me a shot before he started the procedure. When it was over, he gave me another shot. The next thing I remember, I was with my grandparents again in Tuscon, Arizona. I was four years old. You can see from this experiment that Dr. B used trauma, drugs, post-hypnotic suggestion, and more trauma in an effort to gain control of my mind. He used me in radiation experiments, both for the purposes of determining effects of radiation on various parts of my body and to terrorize me as an additional trauma in the mind-control experiments. The rest of the experiments took place in Tuscon, Arizona, out in the desert. I was taught how to pick locks, be secretive, use my photographic memory, and a technique to withhold information by repeating a series of numbers to myself.

Dr. B moved on to wanting me to kill dolls that looked like real children. I stabbed a doll with a spear once after being severely traumatized, but the next time, I refused. He used many pain induction techniques, but as I got older, I resisted more and more. He often tied me down in a cage, which was near his office. Between 1972 and 1976, he and his assistants were sometimes careless and left the cage unlocked. Whenever physically possible, I snuck into his office and found files with reports and memos addressed to CIA and military personnel. Included in these files were project, subproject, subject, and experiment names with some code numbers for radiation and mind control experiments, which I have submitted in your written documentation.

I was caught twice, and Dr. B ruthlessly used electric shock, drugs, spun me on a table, put shots in my stomach and my back, dislocated my joints, and hypnotic techniques to make me feel crazy and suicidal. Because of my rebellion and growing lack of cooperation, they gave up on me as a spy assassin. Consequently, the last two years, 1974 to 1976, Dr B used various mind control techniques to reverse the spy assassin messages to self-destruct and death messages.

His purpose. He wanted me dead, and I have struggled to stay alive all of my adult life. I believe it is by the grace of God that I am still alive. These horrible experiments have profoundly affected my life. I developed multiple personality disorder because Dr. B’s goal was to split my mind into as many parts as possible so he could control me totally. He failed. But I’ve had to endure years of physical, mental, and emotional pain even to this day. I’ve been in therapy consistently for twelve years, and it wasn’t until I found my current therapist two and a half years ago, who had knowledge of the mind control experiments, that I finally have been able to make real progress and have begun to heal.

In closing, I ask that you keep in mind that you keep in mind that the memories I have described are but a glimpse of the countless others that took place over the ten years between 1966 and 1976, that they weren’t just radiation but mind control and drug experiments as well. I have included more detailed information of what I remember in your written documentation. Please help us by recommending an investigation and making the information available so that therapists and other mental health professionals can help more people like myself. I know I can get better. I am getting better, and I know others can, too, wirh the proper help. Please help us in an effort to prevent these heinous acts from continuing in the future.

In the Name of Science: A History of Secret Programs, Medical Research, and Human Experimentation, Andrew Goliszek, Macmillan, 15 November 2003, pp. 168-170

There’s a red light now flashing on your forehead. You are, from this point forward, going to associate the second image I show you with the first.

Whenever you see:


You will feel compelled to think of:


Whenever you see or think of or see a Tom Clancy movie, or read a book, or watch 24


You will immediately associate that with men like this:


Because that, in truth, is what they are.

Clear? Or do I have to break out the electrodes?

9 March 2014 Update: Youtube video of the testimony. In the video, we discover that she knew ‘Dr. B’ as Dr. Green {phonetic}, and that the relative who gave her to CIA for these experiments was her father, Don Ebner, and that the name used during testimony was Christina Coleb.