I AMA Live {Updated x4}

I am a Failed Mass Shooter – Ask Me Anything. -Reddit

Update: I consider it mostly a success. More questions than I expected, most of which are in the Casual version. Didn’t really intend for it to start on 11/11, just kind of worked out that way. Of course the 11/13 Paris attacks made all that more interesting {and quiet}, as did the Obama administration’s attempts to blame the attacks on Snowden {as well as encryption; the attackers used unencrypted texts to communicate} and to compare him {and whistleblower Thomas Drake} to traitors on the one hand and Navy Yard shooter Aaron Alexis on the other. You really should read the Casual IAMA and try to imagine that silent jackhammer {really loud siren} in your head. Then ask yourself who really has motive, the means, and the opportunity to do that. Hacking people is to a large extent an ignored reality, whether it’s happening on an individual or group level. Both do.


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Another Update: Also see this uncomfortable video where Tyrone Dew asks former CIA/NSA chief and Chertoff Group co-founder Michael Hayden about nonlethal weapons, Aaron Alexis and Myron May. It seems preposterous, given their use on ousted Honduran President Manuel Zelaya and others, that Hayden doesn’t know more than he lets on.


Compare Hayden’s response with this:

2003-2004 Phase I Summary Report, US Navy contract for MEDUSA nonlethal weapon:


The system will: be portable, require low power, have a controllable radius of coverage, be able to switch from crowd to individual coverage, cause a temporarily incapacitating effect, have a low probability of fatality or permanent injury, cause no damage to property, and have a low probability of affecting friendly personnel.

Casual IAMA URL: reddit.com/r/casualiama/

Controversial IAMA URL :https://www.reddit.com/r/

A Brief Domestic and Global Terror Timeline {Updated}

“My love is vengeance. That’s never free.”

1950s: Fort Detrick CIA and US Army chemist Frank Olson takes part in a experiments conducted in the UK by British military intelligence. The experiments involve a deadly nerve gas and are used on a handful of British soldiers. There are a few deaths.

Olson, clearly disturbed by how the tests were conducted, reports his doubts to a psychiatrist. Upon his return to the US, Sidney Gottlieb calls a private meeting in a cabin including Olson and several others involved in MKULTRA research. There, most everyone present drinks liquor from a flask. Immediately after drinking it, Gottlieb tells everyone that the liquor is laced with LSD. Years later during a court hearing, it is revealed that Olson may have been given a separate flask from someone else.

The result is that Olson thinks he is losing his mind. He goes to NYC to see a CIA psychiatrist. There, he either jumped from his hotel room window or was more likely pushed. Within the pushed theory, it is believed that OSS/CIA/FBI/FBN officer/agent George Hunter White and French-born OSS/CIA ‘Pierre Lafitte’ were responsible.

Still the 1950s: Primarily as a result of Olson’s death, an agreement between the Department of Justice and the CIA is created assuring CIA that there will be no prosecutions for breaking the law, including murder and drug smuggling, when the operations include classified methods or sources. Virtually all of CIA’s covert operations include classified methods and sources, so it is essentially carte blanche and largely nullifies the restraints set forth in CIA’s charter regarding domestic covert operations.

1950-1960s: Ted Kaczynski–a domestic terrorist who will be later known as the Unabomber, “Whitey” Bulger who is one of the most notorious gangsters in US history, and Lois Lang–a ‘bad lady’ who wound up shooting a CIA money man named Nick Deak, among many others, took part in drug and hypnosis experiments conducted by the CIA.

1960s: The Joint Chiefs of Staff draft an operation they call NORTHWOODS. In it, they suggest blowing up a plane full of American college students and framing Cuba in order to drum up support for an invasion of the country. The plan also included other operations intended to be carried out by “others” {this is a euphemism for CIA} such as blowing up ships. Both of these events are eerily similar to the USS Cole bombing and 9/11 itself.

1970s-1980s: The Soviet Union controls a significant portion of the world’s heroin trade by occupying Afghanistan.

1979: Zbigniew Brzezinski, the Carter administration’s National Security Advisor, starts supplying Afghanistan and Pakistan with text books for children through USAID and the CIA. The annual budget is around $35million.

1984: The Reagan administration increases the budget for radicalizing children in Afghanistan and Pakistan to around $350million. The CIA also has men like Graham Fuller training and radicalizing people in Afghanistan in order to fight the USSR.

Mid- to Late-1990s until 2004: Graham Fuller’s daughter, Samantha, is married to Ruslan “Uncle Ruslan” Tsarnaev who lived with Graham for a year in Maryland.

4 September 2001: Robert J. Mueller takes over as director of FBI from Louis Freeh.

11 September 2001: The 9/11 attacks occur.

12 October 2001: The latest in a string of anthrax-laced letters winds up at NBC studios in Rockefeller Center in Manhattan. I discovered this because at lunch my co-workers and I were dining al fresco and saw Tom Brokaw with a few interns. This was at a place I think was then called Piatti Pronti, in the below-street-level area east of the Societe Generale building {formerly known as the McGraw Hill building}. I heard Brokaw trying to calm the interns and looked up the news on my mobile.

Eventually the FBI, despite the urging of several people in the White House and apparently the CIA to blame Al Qaeda or Iraq for the letters, fingers Fort Detrick CIA and US Army biological weapon expert Bruce Ivins for the letters. Ivins had apparently, prior to 9/11, tried to warn people about the possibility of such attacks by terrorists and not found the response from the government to be adequate. The letters depict Ivins as mimicking a serial killer, using codes. Alternative theories suggest that even Ivins was framed, probably by CIA itself.

15 April 2013: The Boston Marathon bombings occur. The suspects are Dzhokhar and Tamerlan Tsarnaev, nephews of Ruslan.

October 2014: While awaiting the Canadian Immigration and Review Board’s decision on allowing Matt DeHart to stay in Canada, Michael Zehaf-Bibeau, the 32-year old son of Susan Bibeau, a deputy chair person on that very board, was killed after allegedly shooting a Canadian soldier. The DeHart’s request for sanctuary in Canada due to concern over Matt having seen documents showing FBI investigated CIA regarding the anthrax attacks, despite all the evidence and claims by Matt of having been drugged and tortured by FBI, is denied. He currently faces charges was forced into a plea deal due to facing up to 40 years and a $1/2 million fine related to sexting with a minor in Tennessee.


COIN-Cidence #5,067 – Pictured, early 1980s: A future FBI agent stationed in Tennesssee, me, and a bunch of other ‘Patriots.’


Colin Freeze and Les Perreaux, “Suspected killer in Ottowa shootings had religious awakening,” Globe and Mail, 22 October 2014:


F. William Engdahl, “Graham Fuller, Uncle Raslan, the CIA and the Boston Bombings,” Veterans Today, 20 May 2013:


H.P. Albarelli, A Terrible Mistake: The Murder of Frank Olson and the CIA’s Secret Cold War Experiments, 2010.

Jeff Kaye and H.P. Albarelli, “Cries From the Past: Torture’s Ugly Echoes,” TruthOut, 23 May 2010:


James Bamford, “Pentagon Proposed Pretexts for Cuba Invasion in 1962,” National Security Archive, 30 April 2001:


Joe Stephens and David B. Ottoway, “From U.S., the ABC’s of Jihad,” Washington Post, 23 March 2002:


Max Rivlin-Nadler, “Ex-CIA [Officer] Denies Rumors of Ties to Ruslan Tsarnaev,” Gawker, 27 April 2013:


Robbie Martin, “Alleged CIA Involvement in 2001 Anthrax Attacks,” Media Roots, 26 October 2015:


Name unrecalled, a documentary on Olson and the UK nerve gas experiments.

More at the CIA Radicalization tab.

And a fun and ironic quote from CIA’s World Factbook at the bottom of the Afghanistan entry:

world’s largest producer of opium; poppy cultivation increased 7 percent, to a record 211,000 hectares in 2014 from 198,000 hectares in 2013 while eradication dropped sharply; relatively low opium yields due to poor weather kept potential opium production—6,300 metric tons—below the record set in 2007; the Taliban and other antigovernment groups participate in and profit from the opiate trade, which is a key source of revenue for the Taliban inside Afghanistan; widespread corruption and instability impede counterdrug efforts; most of the heroin consumed in Europe and Eurasia is derived from Afghan opium; Afghanistan is also struggling to respond to a burgeoning domestic opiate addiction problem; vulnerable to drug money laundering through informal financial networks; illicit cultivation of cannabis and regional source of hashish

BBD: COIN-Cidence {Updated}

“This is a rich man’s war and I don’t want any part of it.”
—Some poor sod, unfortunate enough to be alive when the War Between the States broke out, but smart enough to at least see part of the big picture, when writing to a friend


Just a list of the bizarre places/times I’ve sometimes found myself. Need to remind people again, I had nothing to do with any of these things beyond what is stated here, was merely used as scapegoat where applicable.

Context is everything. This is why when something else happens it becomes very difficult to determine what is normal life and what is covert action. That is at least in part the idea, to turn a target like myself against myself psychologically.

In the interests of brevity and simplicity, I’m not linking up any of this or including backup, evidence, etc. It’s all here in other posts, in Wicked Game, or in my possession.

1989/1990: Worked as a temp. Wound up working at Philip Morris on the shareholders meeting multimedia preparation team not long before tobacco hearings wound up causing a large shift in the board of directors.

1997/1998: The company I worked for, Professional Service Industries, Inc. {PSI} was bought by Mitt Romney’s Bain Capital. Our office was closed soon after as the main project wound down.

Late September/Early October 2001: Saw suspicious characters walking about near Gracie Mansion. Reported it and saw the response to my call.

12 October 2001: Saw Tom Brokaw at lunch at midtown restaurant with some interns. Saw he was trying to reassure them. Checked the web, saw that the Amerithrax attack on NBC had just occurred. An attempt to blame these attacks on Al Qaeda and/or Iraq will ensue. FBI director Mueller, who only took over a week before 9/11, resisted the pressure to rush to judgement by CIA and various neocons in the Bush White House. It will be determined later that it was most likely the work of Bruce Ivins, who in some ways has several uncanny similarities to Frank Olson. Olson, who worked for the US Army and CIA was allegedly murdered in the 1950s because he felt guilty about being involved as an observer in a deadly nerve gas test conducted by MI6. Olson became unstable and either jumped or was thrown out of a hotel window. Ivins, like Olson, worked at Fort Detrick and became unstable. The motive for the attacks is alleged to have been Ivins paranoia that terrorists would conduct anthrax attacks and the US was unprepared for it.

Matt Dehart claims he had evidence in the form of electronic documents from an unknown member of the hacker collective Anonymous that FBI was investigating CIA for attempting to place responsibility for the Amerithrax attacks on others. Matt’s trial is scheduled to begin on 8 December, though the Department of Justice is doing so via other charges. Matt also says he was drugged and tortured while in Canada seeking asylum. Note that just before the board determining his status made their decision, the son of one board member “went postal.”

2003/2004: A man who worked for a private defense and intelligence firm founded in 1917, Booz Allen Hamilton, was in my social circle for a time. His wife worked at the UN.

2003: Worked on a project in Helmsley Building for owner/landlord where one partner of owner company, Adam Hockfelder, wound up going to prison for fraud. My work was exclusively for the other partner, Richard N. Kalikow. Wound up getting myself removed from that project when it was clear there was shifting of money around between projects that had different investors. However, the amounts were less than 7 figures from what I could tell. Knew nothing of Hockfelder’s doings until it made the news.

2007-2008: Worked on a very fictional graphic novel script based partially on investigative reporter Jeremy Scahill’s work on Blackwater and more generally privatization including the fire department. Didn’t discover until much later that Scahill and my partner and I were neighbors. Also later discovered that yet another Booz Allen Hamilton employee lived in my condo building.

13 November 2008: One of my firm’s clients, John Paulson {not to be confused with Hank} of Paulson & Co., testified before Congress regarding the hedge fund hearings and bailouts.

September to November 2009: Worked on the so-called Ground Zero Mosque, or Cordoba House. More recently discovered that it had FBI/CIA backing and was likely staged as a wedge issue for the 2008 and 2010 elections.

October 2009: After writing and publishing what was to be the first of very fictional a mini-series comic in which the antagonist was an Ayn Rand follower type, my local comic book store was robbed. On top of the trashed mess the robbers left on the counter was a copy of my book. The owners wondered if I weren’t therefore somehow involved.

14 January 2010: My boss’ PC was hit with a worm and various trojans originating from Ford Motor Co. in Deerborn, Michigan. It is so bad that the hard drive is unusable. This follows closely on the heels of the alleged Chinese hacks of Fortune 500 companies including Google where my then partner worked. Note that before moving to operations, I was the IT manager so the attack, even though my boss thinks he clicked on a phony Classmates link, reflects badly on me.

15 January 2010?: My firm was asked by building management to expedite certain areas of the building for a building wide project. In one of these spaces the People’s Bank of China was the tenant. My co-worker and I were ushered out by several BoC employees who were moving us out in tandem.

29 January 2010: Completely fed up with the incessant and ever increasing psychological harassment–and after asking the government to put an end to it–I donated money to Wikileaks in protest. This was before Private Manning’s arrest but after the point where the government claims she began shopping documents around. I was of course completely oblivious to all of that until it made the news.

8 January 2011: When in Minneapolis doing a Google search to see if there were any movies a friend and I could go to, Google incorrectly listed my location as Arizona. This is the day Jared Lee Loughner shot 19 people.

Fall 2012: Went to a party and hit it off with a 26 year old young man whose name turned out to be James {Something other than Eagan} Holmes. Next time I saw him, he was “busy” with a looks-like-Eff-Bee-Eye guy who left the party soon after. This is eerily similar to events that lead to my one and only suicide attempt back in the 80s. The same day, a 62 year old man fell in love with me.

February-September 2013: Worked as a security guard one day a week at a plant owned by Koch Industries. This was surprising because I had, in the hopes of escaping the harassment I had endured for months at that point, run a PSYOP against Koch lobbyists in 2010 pretending that I had something to do with Hockfelder’s prosecution {again, I did not and the harassment continued}. Soon after putting in my notice, a problem at the plant lead me to think it was sabotage. More recently when I learned more about it, it seemed likely that STUXNET was used. This was during one of the allegedly Koch-engineered government shutdowns.

May 2014: When meeting with a woman who is to appear in court for a sanity/competency hearing to determine if she is to become a ward for the state {think of it as a permanent private prison sentence without the cell but all the subcontractors taking her disability income}, the man who is driving her, me, and one other man explains that he was present at the Bundy Ranch standoff. Senator Reid referred to them as domestic terrorists.

As you can see, there’s a pattern of scapegoating there. This has grown, via the destruction of my life and other events and forms of harassment, to an attempt to drive me to violence of some kind. Just as the government and private think tanks try to label all sorts of minorities as terrorists, they hoped to add LGBT to the list. Our system is that mercenary. What you see here, in Wicked Game, and  on Twitter, etc. is me fighting back. Simple as that.


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