BBD – Meth Throes

Before we delve into the Black Boot Diaries entry, let’s review. Let’s review the history of the Central Intelligence Agency, also known as the Langley Shit Dragon.



Killed JFK and RFK; probably helped kill MLK as well;

Tried to derail the anti-Vietnam War movement by flooding it with LSD;

Had a hand in Watergate and removing Nixon;

Beat, raped, drugged, did radiation experiments on, and pimped out in order to blackmail oversight little American girls in its Nevada desert facility;

Helped to flood black neighborhoods in Los Angeles County with the highly addictive crack cocaine in order to fund programs Congress had not approved;

Kidnapped 4, 5 and 6 years olds in order to send them to Saudi Arabia to be child slaves;

Tortured pretty much since its inception. The post-9/11 thing was just a more hands-on thing whereas the proxy stuff like raping a woman with a broken bottle in front of her husband, boiling the flesh off a man’s hand, and beating a teenager until his entire body was one pulpy mess is what it has always done. This, by the way, always has made war more dangerous for soldiers. Langley Shit Dragon does not care;

Did 9/11 along with Michael Ledeen and Saudi intelligence. Using a combination of radicalization, social engineering, and so-called mind control, they got Al Qaeda to do it. One may note one plane didn’t reach its intended target that day. What a coincidence;

Is currently overfeeding its shitty self with Afghanistan drugs coming into the United States and Europe. This, being cornered, paranoid, desperate and petty {as well as fairly insane in terms of its behavior} it views as its best bet to survival since it means it can afford to perform more false-flag, or quasi-false-flag using unwitting proxies, anywhere it wants whenever it wants;

Also, it incessantly blames anything and everyone else for what it does. This is really its prime function: Taking giant shits and then pointing us all in some other direction for the blame.

I think that sums it up to an extent. There’s more drug and disease stuff. There’s using phony polio vaccines in order to make the Arab world paranoid enough to shoot at doctors and health workers, for example.

So there you have it: Child raping, drug dealing, assassins who don’t follow orders of publicly elected officials because they have enough power and funding that they don’t have to. It is your worst mafia-terrorist-serial-killer-rapist nightmares on steroids.


So despite being guilty of all of the above and then some, the L.S.D. once again has seen fit to not only muck around in my social circle, but actually screw over one of their other former unwitting assets as well. I’m talking of course about Ryan. Of course it’s entirely possible they once again asked FBI counterintelligence to do this, but in my experience in Minneapolis, I find this different from FBI’s normal ops.

Increasingly over the past month or so he’s been saying and doing odd things. Now, obviously as I’ve noted before, he is a crystal meth user. So of course he’s going to go through some odd phases. He’s accused me essentially of being out to get him. Accused me of vindictiveness that–for someone in his position–I’m just not capable of. Despite his ability to annoy me no end, I consider or considered him a friend. I’d sooner punch him in the mouth rather than mess with his already difficult enough day-to-day life.

The point beyond the one-more-time attempt to provoke me is that they again not only show that they have no consideration for former assets {yes, Ryan really did dine with mobsters in Paris and saw a murder, done by a man whose body has never been found}. Just like they have no consideration for truth. Just like they have no conscience for torture. Just like they don’t care about the troops. Just like they don’t care about the poor or the middle class. Truly, I don’t think they really care about the rich or even big corporations either at this point. They’ve just gone completely off the deep end and are begging to be put down.

So, Congress needs to act. Before they drag us all down with it. Because they will if they are left unchecked.


The Proper Path

“…don’t be alarmed. That indicates only that you are still sane.”

That is if you’ve been following the Twitter and it doesn’t entirely make sense. Not supposed to. Or at least perhaps only to a select few, and I don’t have their email addresses.

“We’re not out of the woods yet.” —Everyone

There are several things I’d rather be doing right now. However, duty calls.

Let me begin by addressing some YouTube video where the following appears to occur. Note, I haven’t watched it, merely had this described to me in five minutes of my life I shall probably never be able to retrieve. It goes, I’m told, like this:

A} In a public park, a stranger, who is in on the ploy, asks a person who apparently is not in on the ploy if they can borrow their cellphone to make a call. Person allows it.

B} Now the “ployers” have the patsy’s phone number. The phone rings. Person answers. They are told not to talk but to get up and go to another place in the park.

Note: This is where I, as I’m sure many others, would have told them to go f*** themselves. Not so the six or so people in the video.

C} Person arrives to find a tablet with a video on it. Video contains kidnappers and a little girl. Video kidnappers state that there is $100,000 elsewhere in the park, tells them where, and they have a choice: Take the money and the girl dies; leave the money and the girl lives.

The video shows five out of six took the money, which was fake and they are stopped by the self-righteous “ployers” who shame them into giving it back so that they can put other people through the same trauma.

There are several ways to run with this. Assuming for a moment that you believe for an instant that there are kidnappers who do this, and then actually kill a little girl {this is the general plot to The Button, by the way, except—SPOILERS—the ployers are spies and space aliens}, if you’re that dumb, let’s take it to the next step.

First, the one person who refuses the money is African American and homeless. This almost makes me want to like the idea despite my many other misgivings.

But let’s also put three other things in mind. First, the 0.1% have made certain that we live in a society where money is really important—because they have most of it—and at the same time ensured that the rest of us have less of it than we used to, or at least less spending power even if the technical numbers are otherwise higher. Second, some people are programmed to be tribal: That is, “not my kid, my kids can now go to college” is not entirely unaltruistic. Third, this is also oddly similar to the Joker’s {played by Heath Ledger} ploy with the two ferries in that Batman movie.

And I could go on about editing. We saw how James O’Keefe III {speaking of JOK3rs} made it appear as if ACORN was condoning child prostitution, while the original told an entirely different story.

It’s all over the place but the bottom line, the “moral” of the story would seem to be that being poor makes you a better person. See again from above: “First, the 0.1% have made certain that we live in a society where money is really important—because they have most of it—and at the same time ensured that the rest of us have less of it than we used to, or at least less spending power even if the technically numbers are otherwise higher.”

Start: Aside to an asshole

Yes. I can still see you, Mr. Dinosaur, Mr. 0.001%, Mr. DeepState. You’re not quite everywhere, but prolific enough to be scary. That is, if I couldn’t see you and what you’re doing. The only thing puzzling me is why you still live.

Not that I want you dead. I’m having way too much fun messing with you and therefore hope you live to a hundred. Which, if descriptions are accurate, shouldn’t be all that far off.

End: Aside to an asshole.

{Again, these two previous paragraphs are related to the Twitter stuff. Ignore it. Clearly I’m schizo. What else could it be? Certainly not walking a similar jagged line as Shakespeare’s Hamlet did, enjoying plausible deniability}.

And so the message is hidden. The Big Move: Black Man has a heart. The smaller move hidden by the Big Move: Being poor is better than being middle class. It is in a way, but the motives of the ultimate author of this ploy aren’t pure but rather selfish. He’s trying to get you to give up on the American dream so he and a few others can have it all. More like Saudi Arabia than a Marxist state, I assure you.

Moving on. I heard today about yet another potential organized stalking victim from an acquaintance who considers, or perhaps used to consider, this guy a friend. I probed for details to try to get a feel for it. Mostly, I would tend to think that the man described it actually paranoid schizophrenic and is imagining all of it. Or almost.

The problem, going back to the basics here, CiA went to a lot of trouble attempting to create fake symptoms for all kinds of maladies, including mental illness. A clear cry for help from a diseased institution aside, it becomes very, very difficult to tell the difference. In fact, as I’ve noted before, this nonsense can actually make you insane even if you weren’t insane when it started. So, chicken and egg, really.

But the acquaintance, who accepted that such things do happen sometimes, noted that he didn’t think his friend was that important. I’ve covered that typical reaction before as well. Sometimes in fact it’s because the person is a nobody that they are selected. There’s some criteria related to psychological makeup, for example, that has nothing to do with fame.

What is the end game, then, the acquaintance asked? I suggested he might have to wait to see whom his friend shoots to discover that. He suggested it would, though he didn’t actually think him capable of murder, wind up being racially motivated.

There you go. I suggested that while we all eat each other, we aren’t banding together and demanded better healthcare for all, or similar. Because it’s not money we’re running out of; it’s power and influence.

I figured it would end there, but then the acquaintance added one more thing. “They try to drag you down.” He meant people who suffer from mental illness.

I reminded him that during the 1980s the public mental health system was gutted to ensure the future of the Reagan tax cuts. Which benefit the 0.1% especially.

And then it clicked: It could be all of those motives at the same time. 3-D Chess, furrealz.

Check and mate, Mr, White.

Notice what you find in both of those stories? That’s what it is. And that’s really all that it is. Madness. And yet there’s method in’t.

BBD – Not Blogging It

Instead I’m doing the text versions of a montage followed by an impressionist {or some other movement} painting to describe yesterday’s “chance meetings”/diversion. I will start with relevant quotes that I find hilarious and throw together some memes.

Continue reading

BBD – The Undead Bride

Ok, a bit melodramatic on the title. It’s actually not quite that bad…quite. And mostly it’s just weird.

I’ve broken up with, let’s call him the Black Rose, three times. Pretty much once a day since the post a bit down below.

Though he seems to recall the event, I mean events–all three of them–he doesn’t seem to be taking in what it means. And really, all three tines it was at least partially mutual. First, we aren’t compatible.

Of course I should take a moment and explain why I’m only partially available in the first place, but then those who have been following on the Tweeter probably already have a good idea as to why that is.

Anyway, back to the ground hog day “relationship,” we agreed via the phone to be friends and leave it at that. Since then, right back to we-never-never-broke-up-land. {See what I did there? I’ll bet you did.}

So I’m asking myself–understanding that, yes, somehow brainhacking is at work here, I mean if you look at the original post, he could do a lot better for what he’s looking for and a better match…he just doesn’t seem to want to.

So, again, I’m asking myself why this is happening. I mean apart from the obvious distraction and annoyances, why?

Can’t help recalling some of the weird scenes in Cable Guy. There’s a joke there in itself, but I can’t tell you what it is. Privacy only exists these days between the various victims of the Deep State, but we still need it.

But some of those scenes, like where the family can’t seem to understand why Broderick’s character is so disturbed and upset by Carrey’s character. And his friends, etc., except one {yes, readers of the fiction, it is the real world ‘Brian,’ who really does resemble the fictional Brian in so many ways those two chapters practically wrote themselves. But I digress. Again.}

In other words, it very much feels like they’re about to repeat the same bullshit that they did back in 2009: Loss of job, family, friends, and nigh unto homeless.

What can you do? Well, you can delay it. You can point out that you see that as one potential outcome of whatever ops they have planned. You can prepare.

But of course if CIA or one of those other effed up organizations really want you homeless and on the street, I assure you, they can do that. Pinky promise that they can. Your money can disintegrate under the weight of various lawsuits or sudden things you owe that you don’t even recall having purchased much less forgot to pay for. They will subtly and consistently convince your family, friends, co-workers that you are unstable. This is especially convincing because they can and will also make you unstable. That was the point of the LSD shit they pulled in the 50s and 60s.

So where does that leave us? More specifically, me?

“I don’t know. I’m just making this up as I go along.” Or something like that.

Unabomber Denial

Ran across this by a former FBI agent a few days ago. Involved a letter from Ted Kaczynski to a woman inquiring about Ted’s involvement with Dr. Henry Murray, who worked for the Office of Strategic Services, OSS, the precursor to CIA, before deciding to drug people and have them do personality tests at university in California.

While it is of course impossible to know for certain, there are some problems with Ted’s analysis. Overall, I think it clear that Murray had a formal or informal relationship with CIA during the period in question.

First, the entire point of a potential mind control/lone wolf covert ops program would be to make certain that the lone wolf has no idea that he is being influenced and/or controlled. This is, in general, so that CIA can deny involvement and so if a puppet, “zombie,” etc. were to fall into enemy hands no secrets could be divulged because the “human drone” doesn’t actually know any. {Yes, there’s probably some legalese overlap with the drone program over there.}

Ted stated that CIA was not involved in Murray’s research. He had and still has absolutely no way of knowing that for certain. Sometimes, as noted in the 1977 Senate report on MKULTRA, the researchers themselves and the institutions who received money from the CIA did not know that CIA was involved. On this, we can safely assume he doesn’t really know that answer.

Second he states that there was only one bad session with Murray and that he was not tortured into becoming the Unabomber. This I am inclined to believe. It really isn’t necessary to have someone in custody in order to alter their behavior. This was no doubt a big hurdle for CIA to be able to make events occur and maximize deniability.

They solved it. It is possible to cause sleep deprivation, for example, while the subject is in his own home. {Or, as US and Canadian diplomats noted in Havana last year, while in a hotel. Kind of makes it difficult to deny that possibility when it made international news. Though they eventually tried to call it mass hysteria/delusion even though at least one FBI agent reported similar symptoms}.

It is also possible, given Kaczynski started his spree in 1978, that the Frey effect, also known as the radio wave or microwave hearing or auditory effect, also known as voice-to-skull or V2S or V2K, had become operational by then. It was demonstrated publicly using a computer voice in 1973 and 1974 at a US university and would have been something CIA would have been very, very interested in.

Now, thanks to the Federation of American Scientists keeping a mirror copy of the one that the US Army deleted {and then issued two memos on the same day regarding the OIG having to report in the chain of command rather than be independent with regards to investigating civil rights abuses and to define “damage” from non-lethal weapons as having to be permanent}, we also know that voice-to-skull can be used subliminally. Whether or not that was so in 1978 is not known to me.

But then the point of also, and this is what CIA really learned from MKULTRA, drugging the subject makes them both appear–if not actually fit the definition–mentally ill and more likely to accept that whatever the voices in their head say are true and coming from some part of their own subconscious {or “God,” the devil, space aliens, whatever in your more extreme mentally disturbed subjects}.

So it is possible that Kaczynski was prompted to do what he did and had help writing his manifesto. You’ll note if that were true that the helpers were paid by CIA to help write it while Kaczynski was not. This is one of a half dozen things I mean when I say that ultimately mind control is about slavery. I hope that most of us, despite these trying highly politicized times, can agree that slavery is unacceptable, fascists/multinational corporate “Nazis” be damned.

At least the rewrite involving the documentary is now explained.

But what I’m seeing here, and let’s note that Kaczynski is and has been in custody for years now and who knows what else they’ve been slopping into his head since then, is the old bait and switcheroo. Make the argument about physical torture, prove that that probably didn’t happen, and then pretend that that therefore means there was no CIA control or influence where the Unabomber’s actions are concerned. This is an all-too-common thing we see pop up {like demolition of the buildings being the the touchstone of a 9/11 conspiracy when there are already clear connections between CIA and Al Qaeda / Afghanistan} when there’s likely to be something nefarious behind the scenes.

Finally, a quick change of subjects again, but I have to repeat it occasionally. The sort of diabolical nature of the big picture is CIA is beyond repair. It must be shut down and replaced and have some of its responsibilities moved elsewhere. At the same time, our corrupt government will simply use the occasion to further privatize it. In a lot of ways it already is with subcontractors and In-Q-Tel.

And that is where it is all going: Multinational corporate control with most of humanity in some form of slavery service to it. It might not look like ancient Egypt, but it will sure feel like it when they aren’t drugging us.

Review of VICE UK’s Meet the Targeted Individual Community {Updated}

Before I go into the review itself I am going to do two things. First, I’m going to very, very vaguely describe why I am doing it {still more harassment, this time directed at four acquaintances} and some background as to why I think what I do about what is contained in the documentary as well as what people in general, TIs or not, need to know about history as well as human biology and psychology in order to make some sense of the question about what is happening.


Right. In the month of May 2017, two of the four situations regarding friends, acquaintances, and, yes, former lovers, were in the works for months, two of them actually occurred during that month and I only found out the details about the other two in that month. I take this as a shot across the bow and am answering it with the following analysis. Without saying much more than these four people all fall into both the LGBT and minority categories, two now face the possibility of incarceration {and one of those was shot in the arms and killed someone in what appears to be self-defense}, one has been driven out of his mind targeted individual style, and the last has had her personality altered by having been drugged by a group of individuals she was drinking with, whom not only told her that they had done so after, but laughed and joked about it.

This last incident is reminiscent of the time that Sydney Gottlieb himself and likely another unidentified MKULTRA researcher drugged an American in Paris, France and destroyed his life. This is partially documented in H.B. Albarelli’s A Terrible Mistake: The Murder of Frank Olson and the CIA’s Secret Cold War Experiments. I will refer to the back of this book later with regards to the review and how it relates to targeted individuals.

All four sets of incidents have connections to the Cartels, which as I’ve noted before, so does the Central Intelligence Agency. See the Mike and Gary tag posts.


The first thing one should know–and if one doesn’t remember anything else, they should remember this–is that the real goal of so-called mind control, or if you prefer, behavioral modification, or even my preferred term, brainhacking, is with regards to labor. That is, the real, main purpose has always been slavery and I mean that I think on every level. Whether the ability to neutralize whistleblowers who might embarrass multinationals and their wrongdoings, the ability to turn an “enemy combatant” into a mole or agent provocateur such as CIA has been attempting at Strawberry Fields–also known as Camp No–at Guantanamo Bay, the ability to create so-called lone wolf shooters and terrorists and thereby dominate the news rather than subjects like healthcare, benefits, and working conditions; or simply just what it sounds like: The ability to control the workforce.

That is the real goal. This is what is at stake.

Next, the question of sanity/insanity. Latest research as reported by outlets like Psychology Today is that it is possible and likely that the cause of schizophrenia, possibly other ailments like paranoia, depression, bi-polar, etc., may actually be centered in the stomach, the gut, and not in the brain. That is, trauma and isolation can cause a shift in the makeup of the bacteria that human beings use to digest, and when that shift occurs, the result is the “gut bugs” send the too many of the wrong neurotransmitters to the brain causing mental imbalance.

This is further underlined by the brainwashing report CIA commissioned regarding Soviet and Chinese brainwashing. Some at CIA were hoping that there was some kind of new, special method that had been discovered by either or both, but the report came to the conclusion that is was just the same old stuff: Sleep deprivation, isolation, psychological torture, and physical torture and that the effects of those would tend to wear off some time after the subject was released. It did confirm, however, that the subject might start hearing voices or experiencing other schizophrenic-type symptoms, though of course in the 1950s they had no idea how this shift occurred, merely that it did.

What can we draw from this? Merely that even if a targeted individual does display symptoms of mental illness, this does not necessarily mean that they did when their harassment began. Further, it should serve equally as proof of something having occurred to make them that way as much as proof that they may be imagining it all. Once the harassment begins, it is traumatic and the result is often being isolated from friends, family and co-workers and the ability to sleep peacefully with the thought that some unseen force is out to get you is not likely. Precisely what the CIA report described the Soviets and Chinese as doing with the exception that in the latter the individuals were in custody of their torturers and not simply being forced into virtual custody in their own homes a la harassment and PSYOP. {And, by the way, even if a person did have mental illness before becoming a TI does not mean they are not actually being targeted. I explained all of that here}.

As for history, we have not only MKULTRA but also COINTELPRO, many, many other programs such as MKOFTEN, SRPOINTER, HTLINGUAL, etc., most of which were the surreptitious surveillance of celebrities and Vietnam War protesters, civil liberty and labor leaders, etc.

Is it any wonder that the US has both heroin and prescription pain killer epidemics? The latter is the third leading cause of death in states like Tennessee. If the invasion of Iraq was about oil for Exxon, et al, then one can make an easy case that the invasion of Afghanistan was about poppy, which is used for both heroin and Oxycontin. One is reminded of Gary Webb’s work on crack cocaine being smuggled into Los Angeles with the help of CIA in order to fund operations that CIA did not or could not ask Congress for funding for.

CIA’s MKULTRA project dealt extensively with studying mental illness. See the list of subprojects that John Marks pried from their greedy, grubby, psychopathic fingers via FOIA.

Finally, if there is a question in the reader’s/viewer’s mind as to whether or not microwave harassment weapons exist, it was confirmed by the former president of Honduras when he spoke to Amy Goodman and Anjali Kamat of DemocracyNow! in October of 2009. See bottom of the MICROWAVE section.

5 March 2018 Update: Since this post was written, there occurred the strange Cuban embassy situation where multiple people, some of them not even embassy staff, merely Americans and Canadians staying in Havana, experienced similar symptoms to those described by Zelaya and TIs. For the non-chip MKULTRA-related subproject, see #119, round up of documentation regarding remote electronic control of human beings. Certainly dispensing pain can make other means of suggestion easier.

You might want to watch the film now before reading what’s below. Many spoilers below.

VICE UK:Meet the Targeted Individual Community on YouTube



Warning: Spoilers below.

First, I’d like to thank Matt Shea and VICE UK for doing it at all, even though I am not a targeted individual in the classic sense. I have spoken to many and met a few, however, and am glad to see that even if the question of “Is it real?” could not be reached that Matt and VICE did not descend into ridicule, as so many even very, very liberal people do, but rather came to the conclusion that the pain and anguish are obviously real, and therefore these people are deserving of some kind of help regardless of the cause. He also notes that the Internet has allowed them to find each other.

Curiously, Matt notes that there are around 10,000 people worldwide who make these claims. Though I do not know where they got that number, it makes a lot of sense to me, being much, much lower than the numbers you’ll hear bandied about by the TIs themselves.

Why? Because it fits better with my belief, my “model” if you will, of how this works. 10,000 is a much, much easier number to harass than 250,000, if, as I believe, it is not satellites {apart from what we all know: NSA, GCHQ, etc. conduct surveillance using cellphones that do sometimes use satellites to communicate}, not cellphone towers, not chemtrails, but rather field operatives using handheld and/or mobile systems enclosed inside vehicles when the do actually use V2K, acoustic psycho-correction, or e-weapons to harass people.

Speaking of which, another point about what I wrote with regards to being “driven crazy,” is that it may over time become impossible to discern when one is actually being communicated with via V2K and what is misbehaving neurochemicals from having been exposed to harassment for so long. In other words, part of the idea is to confuse the target to the point they cannot even separate their own thoughts from the PSYOP team’s and that from chemical imbalance.

Speaking of chemical imbalance, at least in my experience and those Cold War ones noted above as well as one of my four friends, the target is often also typically drugged to make them seem and act crazy as well. This is in fact CIA’s very first goal in the 1955 draft memo that survived being destroyed by the Director’s order when the coverup happened.

Next the big issue I had with the documentary, though it is neither Matt’s nor VICE‘s fault that this happened, at least as far as I know, is the question of implants.

While CIA did dabble with implants at one point, it was discovered that other methods were superior in that they left no trace. Voice-to-skull and acoustic psycho-correction, which CIA stole from the Russians in the early 1980s, fall into this category.

However, it is entirely possible to convince someone that they have implants. This in turn can be further enforced by groupthink and “experts” coming in to sell meters to TIs. A note here: People suffering from mental illness are on average eleven times more likely to be the victim of a crime than the perpetrator.

Now jumping back to Albarelli’s book for a moment. In the back, he writes an extra chapter about people having contacted him regarding his book. Some make the claim that they in fact assassinated people in a particular place but they cannot recall precisely who or when.

I wrote Hank and suggested once that the idea here was not that these people actually killed anyone. Rather, the point was to convince them, brainwash them, into believing that they had done so, so that when and if those behind the conditioning ever decided to make those people kill someone, they would be more inclined to do so because they believe that they already have.

That’s quite a mouthful, so let me break it down a little by describing a psychological experiment I read about once that used basketball tosses as the test.

Two groups were given two hoops from which they would eventually be tested on making free throws. One group was given ten minutes to practice. The other group was told to simply stand at the free-throw line and imagine the throw, the ball moving toward the net, and going in, scoring. When the ten minutes were up, the imaginers out-did the practicers.

It’s about mental conditioning, is the point.

Now let’s try to relate that to implants. If a TI believes that they have implants, are they more likely or less likely to “obey” an “order” given them? By the way, I should note something that was mentioned but not really explored in the film: V2K can be used subliminally. How much more effective might a subliminal suggestion be if the party is thoroughly convinced that they have to obey because a microchip is forcing them to comply?

I think that the answer is obvious and exactly what is going on.

So, while I may be wrong, I don’t think that the majority of TIs are in fact microchipped. I do think that their attackers are very interested in making them think so, however, and have a goal and operational benefits in mind of doing so, including discrediting, which is what winds up happening in the film.

{I note that though I have never been tested, I expected exactly what Matt experienced, that the meter would go off and would do so with any human being, chipped or not. As to why I came to think that, well that’s a post in itself}.

Anyway, this is why I think that the focus on implants is without a doubt coming from CIA HQ in Langley, Virginia and its UK, etc. counterparts, and serves two purposes: Enhancing control and discrediting the target at the same time. Diabolical, isn’t it? Much of this is.

Back to the film proper, there’s a point where implant removal surgery is refused by a surgeon via a rejection letter. While I agree with the surgeon, these probably are not implants, I totally disagree with his reasons given for thinking so, even though I understand them too well. One does not have to be a spy or a terrorist to be the focus of an intelligence apparatus. One merely, especially now when the rule of multinational corporations is almost realized globally, simply be on the same planet with them.

All I really want to say is thanks again, and kudos to Matt, for making the point that he does at the end: These people deserve our pity, our kindness, our love if you will, not our scorn and ridicule. Scorn and ridicule should be employed as much as possible against those in power, not the powerless. To do so, is to become a bully, and when you do that, you help power, not hinder it.


BBD – Crazy Train

We have attempted to group the activities covered by the 149 [MKULTRA] subprojects into categories under descriptive headings…. These activities are placed in the following 15 categories: …

14. One or two subprojects on each of the following: “Blood Grouping” research, controlling the activity of animals, energy storage and transfer in organic systems; and stimulus and response in biological systems.

—Testimony of Admiral Stanfield Turner, Joint Senate Hearings on MK/Ultra: CIA’s Program of Research Into Behavioral Modification.

This is probably another one of those that, unless you really, really grep how the behavioral modification stuff works and believe that it really does to an extent, and that despite a plethora of movies and TV stating the contrary, that the intelligence community really does not have the average human being’s best interests in mind when it does what it does but rather the goals of multinational corporations, it just is going to read as Crazy Central. I am writing it anyway, in part out of boredom and in part just to get it down before too many details fade from memory.

It happened in January and/or February of 2012. I think why I haven’t written it up should be obvious: It makes me appear insane to have seen and experienced it.

I left Minneapolis and headed back to Tennessee in November of 2011. Of that, I have written some. I even wrote about some of this dog’s other actions here.

What I left out, because it without a doubt will seem to unlikely to anyone who reads it, is what else transpired.

One night the dog, whom I named Canis Doofus, barked at me and moved off as if to communicate, “Hey, c’mere, wanna show you something.” I followed. The dog went up to one of the vehicles and looked at me, waiting for me to open the door. I did so and the dog got in and put his paws on the dashboard, implying a trip was in order.

After that, he went back to normal canine behavior, in so far as canine behavior can be categorized as normal.

Of course, I had already been considering a trip to Toronto for Ad Astra. Curious as to what the covertards who trained the dog to do this intended only helped push me into going a little.

Mostly, I think their intent was just to ensure I blew the money I had finally gotten from my retirement fund from my previous job in NYC {the company itself had folded, the partners were splitting up, and so they had to divest the fund}. That said, I did want to apologize to Watts in person, which I forgot to do but assume he got the letter I sent via the bookstore.

There had also been that strange voice-to-skull event where I “heard” what was supposed to be a recording in someone’s voice I didn’t recognize stating only what was clearly the second part of a sentence, “…kill Peter Watts.”

Perhaps something of a Rorschach test, I don’t know. But surely the covertards knew at this point that I was wise to them, knew they intended to turn me into a “lone wolf shooter” or similar right from the start, and that denying them the one thing they really wanted was just about the only power I had, and still have, in this situation.

But then there was also the possibility that ‘Janus’ was not a professional spy at all but rather another ‘zombie.’ And what if he was going to show up and kill Watts at Ad Astra?

But then there was another v2k of Watts speaking with someone on the phone {one may want to review what voice synthesis devices–which the Center for Army Lessons Learned has pulled down along with all of its other definitions, having pulled V2K years ago–are}, suggesting they come to the convention. Pretty much a shotgun strategy to ensure my attendance.

Of course it was even crazier once I got to Toronto. I hit it off with a man I met at Ad Astra who reminded me a bit of my longterm ex, but whom I later discovered was married to a woman. He invited me to an event at which two friends of Watts were also in attendance. After we had checked Facebook to see who was going.

Hey, gay marriage was legal there before it was here and that was yet another way to get a visa. So sue me for trying.

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