More on Drugs Used at Gitmo

Truthout – Documents Show CIA Stockpiled Antimalaria Drugs as Incapacitating Agents

More on the history and connection to MKULTRA and the use of mefloquine/Loriam and cinchonine. Effects vary.

It also shows some interesting possible connections between reverse engineering torture resistance (the SERE program) and the use of antimalarials. Dr. Ritchie was involved in both and one goal of the former was apparently to cause learned helplessness, a desired side-effect of torture, making the tortured dependent on the torturer.

I would further note that that likely is also a desired goal in using voice-to-skull. If you were to read some of the accounts of the victims (speaking of whom, in case you missed it, see the Stop OS ad via the post below), you’d see what I mean and how it is, no question, possible to turn someone into a killer remotely by using those means over time. Loughner, no question in my mind.


Reddit (Updated)

An alleged NY EMT posted this on Reddit.

My reply. (UPDATE: And a second one).

You see, it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter if these assclowns actually do turn me into a psychopath. I’ll just be the psychopath who continually reveals what they are up to, their mutiny, their treason, their criminality. In essence, the bulls*** meter. Driven and free of the fetters that emotions bring. A goddam machine that does not falter, does not compromise, does not pity.

Sweet dreams, f***ers. See you there.

Jerkin’ Overtime

“Clowns to the left of me, jokers to the right.”

Wow. The evil clowns were busy, folks.

From late on 12/21/12 until late 1/1/13 I was assigned to a different work site, the one where the gas problems were happening.

At my normal work site, during my absence, there were several break-ins and thefts. Though I don’t have all of the details, I have enough to know that one of the windows of opportunity occurred while I was not working at all (my only witness to my whereabouts, my recent ex * ) and another encompassed the shift of the Squidgate juror’s older son. There may have been a third or more windows of theft. As I said, I don’t have all the details as the investigation has already (today, Saturday, being my first day back at the regular site) gone well above my head. It appears at this juncture that either the Squidgate juror’s son or he and I both are being set up. (I have not yet spoken to him. I don’t think he did it, but those pesky subliminal audio suggestions being what they are and oh-so-much more common than probably even those in the know think, it’s not impossible).

If so, gee, I hope nothing awful happens to me while I’m in jail.

Car accident, natural gas issues, and now break-ins/thefts. All so quickly on the heels of each other. All confirmable.

This reminds me of October 2009 when my local comic store was broken into and they left of copy of issue #1 of We Were the Freedom Federation on top of the mess they left, a week or two before Amy Goodman’s detainment by the Canadians and five to six weeks before the Squidgate events on the bridge. This was one of the reasons why it had to be planned, had to be connected. Too ridiculous to think otherwise.

I’m not at all clear on the message, unless it’s “We can do anything we want and you can’t stop us.”

We’ll see, traitors, we’ll see.

* Details of the best-goddam-birthday-celebration-evar may come once the alcohol-induced fuzziness fades and I figure out how to describe it adequately. Suffice it to say for now that too much fun lead to the end of the relationship. Also, best lap-dances ever.

There was also some puppet theater with a huge argument between another couple (whose third anniversary just passed on the 1st).


And another year of Rorschach tests administered to the Federal government end with poor results.

So, let’s go over this again.

December 22, 2009 – Wrote a letter on Watts’ behalf to the judge, Monoghan. This preliminary examination was I think the second scheduled one, Monoghan having developed chest pains just a case or two before Watts. I faxed the letter directly from my PC over the Internet and was therefore unable to sign it. That may have been the reason it was not so far as I know read or included in the proceedings. In a prelim exam, a judge can hear arguments and details that would not normally be allowed at a trial.

December 23, 2009 – Unknown to me until the 25th, the former girlfriend and still-friend of a close friend of mine, who at the last I had heard lived much closer to me (she had apparently moved a bit further since then) and her father were in their condo building in Brooklyn when a fire broke out. They were rescued by FDNY and were both hospitalized for smoke inhalation. In addition, Kate’s legs were burnt, so she was taken to the burn center in Manhattan.

Later that same morning (recall again, I didn’t find out about the fire until the 25th), I was standing outside the deli around the block from where I live. While standing there talking to one of the two owners, I saw a large cloud of white smoke coming from the corner. It appeared to be close to Jeremy Scahill’s from where I was standing. I pulled my phone and headed in that direction. As I got closer, I saw three men in a pickup truck and that the smoke was emanating from the truck’s tailpipe. As I approached, they drove away and I could see that they were laughing.

When I returned to speak with the deli owner, he said, “I saw something,” but seemed a little dazed. I think this is the first time I’ve included that detail. This implies voice-to-skull was at work during this event so that I would be the sole witness, which in turn pulls it well out of the realm of “roadside justice” by the father and brother of Peter Watts’ accuser: Sergeant Andrew Beaudry of the Customs and Border Patrol of the Department of Homeland Security.

Thinking this merely another prank, trick, harassment event, or as I would later come to realize, PSYOP, I just laughed and let it go. No one was harmed, just some jerks in a truck, I thought.

Christmas Day – I received a text explaining that Kate’s fire had occurred, she was in the hospital. This was in response to an email about some discussion of legal matters. I was getting well fed up with the harassment already.

I merely thought it odd for the moment. Fire and a smoke prank.

But keep in mind I was drugged already. Everything was fine–it felt that way–and yet I was conscious of the fact that it wasn’t. An odd combination.

There was a later-aired episode of Burn Notice (I watched it much later than it was recorded which I think was in January 2010) in which the main character describes which chemicals to put in a tailpipe to get that reaction and thereby fake a fire.

After getting the text about the fire, on the following Sunday I think it was, I and another friend went to visit Kate in the hospital. We had not been told that she was in a coma prior to that. There was an over-dramatic moment when I looked into the hospital room and a doctor (I have my doubts that he was a doctor, call it instinct or maybe I recognized him from somewhere else) and he threw the curtain closed while staring at me.

I spoke to her step mother who told me that she had been in Chicago because her mother had passed away. She would have been in the building had it not been for that.

I sent an email to FBI and Secret Service mentioning the fire because I was at this point definitely smelling a rat. There was more to the whole Squidgate situation than it seemed. Had to be. No call for the harassment if there wasn’t. Of course, the real intended recipient of the email was a friend of Watts. (And I expected NSA was at the very least saving copies. Whether or not INSCOM was involved was never clear, but their visit to was weeks before this).

Before the sentencing hearing (April 2010), in the hallway, I saw three men generally matching the descriptions of those in the truck. They were, I was told when I asked someone, Beaudry’s dad and two brothers. The father had a very worried look on his face. Not angry. Worried.

For whatever reason, logic somehow overcoming the drugs and PSYOPS, that feeling of wellness, because there was at the time that mystery that just about consumed my every thought, “Who had been my visitor in Brooklyn on January 3, 2010?”, or voice-to-skull, I just did not believe it had been them in the truck. I moved to make absolutely certain all three of them saw me, even to the point of standing too close to make sure they looked. There was zero recognition.

I was sure it had not been them in the truck, and likely not them who had set the fire.

Later in 2010, I met a man at the Saloon in Minneapolis who wanted to sell me a homemade laser. He demonstrated it for me, and told me where the instructions for making them can be found.

The man is burning the outer layer of his wallet:


Nice shot:


With quite the range:


Here’s one of the three articles that disappeared soon after I linked to them on Watts’ blog and Facebook. Note that I found this one on a firefighting website that had saved a copy:

Rescuers pull 2 from B’klyn blaze

Last Updated: 9:46 AM, December 24, 2009

Firefighters rescued a Brooklyn woman and her father yesterday morning after the two were knocked unconscious as a blaze ripped through their Park Slope apartment.

An overloaded power strip sparked the fire in the top floor of the four-story building on Third Street near Fifth Avenue about 2:30 a.m., officials said.

Firefighters Rob Mitchell and John Fisher, along with Capt. Dennis Murphy of Ladder Co. 105, rushed into the building. They found Michael Conway, 58, passed out in a hallway. His daughter, Kate, 29, was found unconscious nearby. Both were carried to safety.

Michael was in stable condition at Methodist Hospital in Brooklyn. Kate was taken to New York Hospital-Cornell Burn Center, where she was listed in serious but stable condition with burns to her legs.

“It’s the best reward you can get,” said Capt. Murphy, a 26-year FDNY veteran. “It’s a good feeling, especially during this time of the year.”

And so I ask again. Is there a difference, forensically speaking, post-fire between a power strip that overheated via a laser and one that overheated due to being overloaded?

In addition, there were several other fires in Brooklyn which were deemed to be arson. Initially, they suspected a former fireman. At least one of the blazes, however, was done by a mentally disturbed man who claimed to have been seeing “the demon eyes.”

Once again, we are seeing these new methods, undoubtedly developed by the dark crevices of the United States government being used to spread fear and intimidate. Yet another shooting yesterday in rural Pennsylvania.

Meanwhile, it stirs up trouble between the Left (who want to limit gun ownership as the solution) and the Right (who want to arm everyone in order to stop further shootings).

All we have to do is outlaw electronic non-lethal weapons (but be sure to word it so they can’t rename it and continue to use it).

And then we have to clean house and oust those who have sold us out to non-state sponsors of terrorism, and kick the asses of those same, whether they be ultimately certain multinationals, their officers, or some individuals who keep their names out of the papers and profit off of how they direct the same. Or both.

Really, it’s pretty simple. You still have likely a pyromaniac who was responsible and did it by listening to what he was told via voice-to-skull.

Though the demon eyes guy sounds like it’s closer to that SONY patent linked at right, that I saw demonstrated later.

Kate was recovering from a brain aneurism when this occurred. She did, after some weeks, come out of her coma. She was a very positive, determined person. She supported Reverend Billy for mayor (he’s sort of a comedian who draws attention to the excesses of Wall Street by satirizing it).

This makes, in my estimate, pretty much everyone involved criminal or criminally negligent. That I am, after all this time still subjected to daily remote torture sessions would seem to indicate that suicide or arrest for something horrible are the only options being offered to me.

That I work in two places and that my nearest neighbors in both of them are divisions of DHS is odd to say the least. I wonder how it is that I tend to get the worst of it while I’m at work being “protected.”

I refuse both of your offers. If you want me dead, shoot me. I am not going to help you with your coverup. I don’t care if Dick Cheney is in charge. I’ve clearly done my part for my country, over twenty years of being a clay pigeon for whoever or whatever it was was really going on. No thank you. No pension (in fact you made certain I had to spend the one I got from my “cover” job to survive). Destroy the longterm relationship.

No options. If I find one, you systematically cut it off.

Unlike you hypocrites, I don’t deal with terrorists, so I reject your offers. Clean up your own mess. What difference does it make? We are on the path that these wealthy individuals want us on and, being the impotent bullies that you are, you of course try to cover that up rather than try to preserve a single f***ing thing. You would rather see thousands of Americans tricked into shooting each other than deal with a few criminals in high places. It’s pretty clear how you make decisions, just try to think of the right thing to do and then do anything but that.

You are losers. You know, zeroes.

Couple of Bits

Levin’s appeal to end offshore tax breaks because multinationals are hiding income this way. Included in his list are NSA subcontractor Google, Apple and Microsoft.

And a piece on how the War on Terror is actually increasing terrorism worldwide, not reducing it (which I would say was the idea all along because it allows multinationals to have the US invade any place they like and continues the defense-security-intel gravy train that is sucking the US dry).

Only 15 More Investigation Days until the third anniversary of the unsolved arson of December 23, 2009.


Or, This is What Fascism in the US Looks Like

Citizens for Responsibility and Ethics in Washington (CREW) – Strategic Maneuvers: Generals Passing Through the Defense Department Revolving Door

Common Dreams – Fears Confirmed: Drones Fly Regularly in US Air Space

NBC – West Point Cadet Quits Amidst Criminal Religious Proselytizing Among Officers

And part 2 of a four-part Truthout series on Petraeus

Note that the more botched Afghanistan, Iraq and future conflicts are, the more money some people make. Of course it’s the troops and taxpayers that pay for it, so on with the thugocracy that protects this corrupt system.

Really it leaves you with the only deduction you can make (provided you aren’t dazzled with fiction like Bones) that it wasn’t so much their interest in stopping crime but rather their interest in being the main/only crime syndicate that motivated the FBI nearly from its inception.

Only 17 16 More Investigation Days until the third anniversary of the unsolved arson of December 23, 2009.

Where There’s Smoke


Earlier this morning, I walked in on what led to what you see above. I was not in the house all morning, having spent the night elsewhere.

The Squidgate juror’s home. A fire. She was sleeping mere feet away from the fire on a couch. So was the dog she’s watching this week. There’s more damage than the photo shows. A log rolled or fell out and rolled/broke up across the floor, and there are far more burns like those. The place was filling up with smoke as the carpet was about to catch fire.

Note that days ago she also burned her leg on the same wood stove. It will likely leave a scar.

This is what you call being mocked. The fire at the Conway’s condo resulted in Kate’s legs being burnt.

Voice-to-skull subliminals likely led to the stove door being left open, the log in a precarious position, and the previous accident causing the leg welt as well.

Note that she has no idea about these blog posts. I don’t discuss it.

You f***ers couldn’t find your dicks with a kilo of heroin duct-taped to it, could you? Either that, or it’s you doing it.

Yeah, it’s obvious that FDNY was also called to Kate’s to avoid arson becoming murder. So goddam what? Why is this government behaving like the KGB is running the show?

Only 17 More Investigation Days until the third anniversary of the unsolved arson of December 23, 2009.

Safe to assume this will be the same at the fourth since we are dealing with a system so corrupt it defies imagining. Criminals run the show, folks, clearly all three f***ing branches of government.