BBD – An Apology

So this is a back to basics, what happened? kind of post along with yet another attempt to put it behind me, in so far as that is possible. I’ve told much of it before but hopefully now with greater clarity and simplicity.

Back in 2007 I believe. Watching The Daily Show, Olbermann on MSNBC, and so forth. Typical NY Dem stuff. Also a tribute to Julia Roberts that coincided with the filming of one of the Ocean’s movies, probably 12, in NJ. Clooney and Pitt did a joke bit about a having a wide stance and/or playing footsy in the men’s room of an airport. Which, purely coincidentally of course, a GOP Senator has been arrested for doing not long before.

Also, I had seen Syriana, but was completely unaware of the personal troubles Clooney had had during the filming and that year in general. Oddly, I thought it best to avoid “gossip” stories. I didn’t want to know people’s private lives. But there’s a fine line there where you need to know what people don’t like as well in order to work with them.

There was also a book interview with Stewart stating that Brooklyn, where I lived, back at that time considered part of Long Island, had a role in the revolutionary war.

This lead to the attempt at a graphic novel called The Wisp. It was a mix of those things plus having seen Jeremy Scahill talking about his book on Blackwater and recalling my brief stint on research about what tends to happen when countries use mercenaries from a historical perspective. This was due to understudying King John in the Shakespeare play of that name. Hint: There are negative consequences almost unilaterally throughout world history.

Thinking of the Senator, I decided to make the CEO of the privatized security contractor {that is, mercenary corporation} a conservative, closeted gay man. I really wasn’t thinking that the son of the man who founded the religious right movement might actually fall into that category. Further, I didn’t and don’t much consider it my business, as long as he isn’t condoning harassment, violence, or general gulaging of LGBTetc folks. If he were to do any of that, then that would change things.

Since US Senators are public figures who create and vote on legislation affecting said people, they are always under justified scrutiny.

Anyway, this seemed to be where the trouble started. I know, I blogged in 2018 that maybe it was Cheney and my conversation with a French banker. Certainly it is odd how that came back to haunt me.

But really it was clearly something to do with The Wisp. It wasn’t until some time later that I knew JS and I were neighbors. I had seen an interview with him on maybe MSNBC. Can’t recall where originally.

Anyway…even though I think what Blackwater did and does to be abhorrent; even though I disagree with Mr. Prince’s politics and not so much what he believes in but more so how he believes it–thinking some Crusades here that stir up more trouble than they fix, but there’s that money flowing that makes it seem like God’s will–even though I think him an otherwise wicked man… I apologize for writing that a fictional mercenary corporation CEO is closeted gay if he did indeed take offense to that. Though of course I was thinking more generally, with Blackwater being in the news, and with Mr. Scahill’s reporting and book being part of the basis for the story, it is possible one might draw the conclusion that I was implying it when I was actually making a larger statement about hypocrisy within the GOP more generally.



And So It Came To Pass

When I wrote The Wisp, a story involving privatization of the intelligence community and warfare, I had thought that I was gazing down the road ten years or so. It wasn’t until the WaPo exposé Top Secret America that I realized it had already happened mostly in 2004 and 2005.

Twenty-two months ago or so, I started a “Fauxpocalypse” novel entitled Infernis. The idea behind the fake end times term, self-fulfilling prophecy can be as dangerous as, in my opinion perhaps moreso, than the supernatural. For the unfinished novel, a system that absorbs too much of those beliefs is susceptible to the same delusional thinking. Think HAL 9000 meets War Games.

Then, about 10 and a half months ago, started the sequel, Inthrallis. This one is in part based on experiences with some of those items listed in that old 1955 draft CIA MKULTRA memorandum:

11. Substances which will produce “pure” euphoria with no subsequent let-down.

12. Substances which alter personality structure in such a way that the tendency of the recipient to become dependent upon another person is enhanced.

I may expound on that later, but as I’ve noted below, the scope of the project quickly grew and before 1960 they were looking at what makes us decide to vote, child personality development, mental illness, minorities, criminals, hypnotism, means of control and altering personality, etc.

August of last year was before the MINERVA stuff made it into the news. It’s apparently gotten a nickname now, “FBULTRA,” which I think is appropriate.

The theme of Inthallis is similar in that it still circles around self-fulfilling prophecy but this time it’s a sort of anti-Christ figure. Superstition as crowd-control and flimflam predates even Judaism, so it should not be taken as an attack against religion as a whole.

Superstition and inquistion-lite are making big comebacks.


VICE, “EXORCIST REVIVAL,” Staff, 16 June 2014:

VICE, “Why the Vatican’s Recognition of Exorcism Is Important,” Kayla Ruble, 4 July 2014:

Witch Hunts:

NYTimes OpEd, “The Persecution of Witches, 21st-Century Style,” Motch Horowitz, 5 July 2014:

In some communities, it is chiefly young men who take on the role of witch hunters, suggesting that they may see it as a way to earn prestige by cleansing undesirables and enforcing social mores. That many of the self-appointed witch hunters are men highlights another baleful aspect of the phenomenon: The majority of victims are women. The Rev. Jack Urame of the Melanesian Institute, a Papua New Guinean human rights agency, estimates that witchcraft-related violence there is directed 5 to 1 against women, suggesting that witchcraft accusations are used to cloak gender-based violence.

Another factor, particularly in Central Africa and its diaspora communities, is the advent of revivalist churches, in which self-styled pastor-prophets rail against witchery and demon possession. They often claim to specialize in the casting out of evil spirits, sometimes charging for the service. Many of those congregations have emerged from Western evangelizing efforts.

Globalization means that paranoia over black magic and spirit possession are no longer confined to developing nations. Mass migration has made this a pervasive problem. In January, a Queens, N.Y., man was arrested for beating to death with a hammer his girlfriend, Estrella Castaneda, 56, and her daughter, Lina Castaneda, 25; Carlos Alberto Amarillo told the police that the women were “witches,” who had been “performing voodoo and casting spells” on him.

There’s lots more. Our ally and assistant chief shaper of foreign policy, Saudi Arabia, for example, and the UK.

Persecution of LGBTs:

MotherJones, “Meet the American Pastor Behind Uganda’s Anti-Gay Crackdown: Scott Lively has stirred up hate from Moscow to Kampala. Watch him in action,” Mariah Blake, 10 March 2014:

HuffPo, “Russia’s Anti-Gay Law Is One Of My ‘Proudest Achievements,’ Claims Pastor Scott Lively,” Gay Voices, 24 September 2013:

He also blames the Ukraine situation on gays, but then so does Putin:

The Advocate, “Putin Claims ‘Gay Nazis’ Behind Ukrainian Unrest: The Russian president takes a page out of a notorious antigay American evangelical’s playbook and claims that gay people are the cause of the current conflict in Ukraine,” Sunnivie Brydum, 16 May 2014:

The problem, the Ukraine’s neonazi movement is not Russia’s doing, but rather the US and NATO:

Global Research, “The U.S. has Installed a Neo-Nazi Government in Ukraine,” Michel Chossudovsky, 2 March 2014:

“The flowering of democracy” in Ukraine –to use the words of the New York Times– is endorsed by Republicans and Democrats. It’s a bipartisan project. Lest we forget, Senator John McCain is a firm supporter and friend of Neo Nazi Svoboda leader Oleh Tyahnybok (Image right).


And it comes back around full circle:

DailyMailUK, “Palin under fire over African pastor friend who waged witch-hunt against woman he believed caused car crashes,” Paul Thompson, 18 September 2008:

Lest you think 2016 and beyond will look any different:

Gawker, “You’ll Never Guess Hillary Clinton’s Favorite Book,” Hamilton Nolan, 16 June 2014:

NYTimes, “The Next Act of the Neocons: Are Neocons Getting Ready to Ally With Hillary Clinton?” Jacob Heilbrunn, 5 July 2014:

I really am starting to wonder about that brain injury–attributed to a fall–that Karl Rove has been accusing Hillary of having. I know, consider the source…but have some problems squaring Obama and Clinton on so many issues these days without resorting to the mind affecting tech and/or intimidation hypotheses.

Wankers Who Wreck the Planet

Tell me I’m imagining it.

I don’t like doing these kinds of posts any more because I think they tend to associate me with disinfo artists like Alex Jones, might do more harm than good. However, there doesn’t seem to be anyone else even willing to discuss the possibility that MKULTRA style covert ops are being conducted on US soil without adding in unsubstantiated or meaningless bullcrap like programmed assassins and space aliens. Tag, I’m it, don’t I wish I was doing something else?

What I’m trying to do is lift the veil on how these things are sometimes done, and the accompanying disinformation. This is largely because they are becoming too frequent and serve no purpose that I can see apart from scaring the crap out of people and maybe inadvertently waking people up to some very serious problems. Stick with me through the bizarre part and hopefully it’ll make some sense at the end.

First, you may have to (re)familiarize yourself with something I’ve mentioned before. In what was just about the worst acoustic psycho-correction “session” ever, in late September of 2011, they had the idea of self-immolating in front of the Capitol pretty well jammed into my head. They finished it up with, “There will be worse days than this.” Really not wanting worse days than that, it took me ten days to talk myself out of it. Multiple reasons suddenly thrust into my brain, it seemed like a done deal just a matter of when, no time to even debate it. But over the course of the next ten days, I managed to get it out of there.

Next, you’ll have to recall James Eagan Holmes. Shot up a movie theater showing the third Batman trilogy film. The weird x-filesy part? Bane is the character who broke Batman’s spine. Meme-y, yes, but hang with me a moment. Clooney (who once played Batman) on the set of Syriana used a bat (or stick, articles conflict on that point) to kill rattlesnake that killed his dog and suffered a severe spinal/head injury.

Then, let me throw in, comic book writer (me) and the influence of the work of Alan Moore all over the damn place. Besides my love of Watchmen (and how on so many levels it speaks to power of various kinds), there’s Anonymous’ use of the Guy Fawkes mask from V for Vendetta.

Next. I noted it when it happened, but never caught the guy’s name until now. Once again, a person suffering from mental illness (as were Miriam Carey and Aaron Alexis around that same time) did something that made the news. He set himself on fire. In front of the Capitol. Family made it clear that he wasn’t political but, like the other two, suffering from mental illness. You had a dramatic suicide, mass shooting, and a woman shot by police in a short period of time. These were likely three examples of what is currently possible with the tech and methods available.

The self immolator’s name? John Constantino. Just a letter away from another Moore creation, John Constantine.

What does it mean? Possibly nothing at all. But it’s also odd to note that my ex married a guy with a name similar to a character’s in one of my stories. Why not? You don’t think these people have any respect for human beings, do you? We’re all just pieces on the board to them.

Or possibly whoever is doing it is making it clear that they think that they are untouchable or daring anyone to come after them. The trend would seem to imply that, if these are somehow orchestrated events, then it is the work of the same “orchestra.” The motives, the actual motives for any of these events (assuming they weren’t simply what the news seems to think they are) are quite different from the thematic trail it may be leaving. This implies someone who sees themselves as an artist. A genius who doesn’t just do what he, she, or they are hired to do, but also leaves a signature and draws attention to, perhaps, a dislike of entertainment by working on multiple levels at once. Note that all of those Moore creations have been made into films (as I’d hoped to do with The Wisp). That’s one way of viewing it.

Or, not entirely mutually exclusive, they don’t like what they are doing, want to draw attention to it so they might be stopped.

Yet another, of course, and most likely explanation: this is an organization who builds into their work phony trails to follow, red herrings, false leads, that also serve to terrify and make said organization seem like it’s beyond our ken, our normal grasp, ie, the Illuminati or on that level. And at the same time can try to convince someone like me that it’s all the work of one person and simultaneously make me look crazy even bringing it up. Sort of a built-in Martha Mitchell effect.

Of course with acoustic psycho-correction involved, that is also not exclusive of the previous two. It can be one or more individuals and an organization behind them at the same time.

Sounds like something out of the public/private intel/defense community/industry to me. Or maybe an unscrupulous organization with a vested interest in keeping Hollywood and the rest of the country cowed, in line, paranoid, confused, divided, and ineffectual towards stopping whatever else it’s up to.

I mean, how could it get any weirder?


One day, I was in Westminster in London—this was after we had introduced the character—and I was sitting in a sandwich bar. All of a sudden, up the stairs came John Constantine. He was wearing the trenchcoat, a short cut—he looked—no, he didn’t even look exactly like Sting. He looked exactly like John Constantine. He looked at me, stared me straight in the eyes, smiled, nodded almost conspiratorially, and then just walked off around the corner to the other part of the snack bar.
I sat there and thought, should I go around that corner and see if he is really there, or should I just eat my sandwich and leave? I opted for the latter; I thought it was the safest. I’m not making any claims to anything. I’m just saying that it happened. Strange little story.

Quite the PSYOP. Also kind of interesting that Sting was sort of the model for the character.

Note how Moore thinks he decided to wait without going to see where “Constantine” went off to. Same as happened to me in the deli when “Janus” walked out. Same reason I sometimes didn’t think to take a photo of whatever bizarre thing just happened. It’s acoustic psycho-correction, no doubt, that’s the what. Left with FBI/CIA or DoD for who (MI5 or MI6 in Moore’s case).

Finally, I don’t at all lay claim to being a particularly good or original writer. I just think someone really didn’t want something like The Wisp (criticizing outsourcing, such as the ridiculous amount that NSA does) to go public.

BBD – A Janus-Puzzle Piece

Going to begin by pointing out some very strange coincidences. Last night, I came across the story of the Hactivist Jeremy Hammond. Believe me, that was no coincidence.

Jeremy Hammond (now 28, born twenty years and five days after me, which puts the age about right) has been arrested several times and, as of February 2013, as I understand it, is awaiting trial for hacking Top Secret America douchebag contractor Stratfor’s server as part of Anonymous. Here’s one of the things that earned Stratfor (originally Strategic Forecasting) the well-deserved douchebag title:

In an email from Dec 6 last year, [Stratfor CEO] Mr Friedman advised an analyst called Reva Bhalla on how to deal with an Israeli intelligence informant providing information on the medical condition of Hugo Chavez, the Venezuelan president.

“You have to take control of him. Control means financial, sexual or psychological control,” he wrote.

(Covered here and here back in February 2012. My other favorite quote about Stratfor is The Nation/Atlantic “It’s just The Economist a week later and a hundred times more expensive.”)

As you can see, the US government is involved in COINTELPRO activities. It’s right there in black and white. Barack Obama, for all his talk of opportunity in America, his background as a Constitutional scholar, his affirmation that the US intelligence community behaves responsibly, is full of shit. His administration has been the toughest on whistleblowers in history, and there is clearly a deep and wide swath of corruption that his administration actively protects.

But let’s look at Jeremy Hammond’s other arrests:

1) 2004 RNC in New York City. One of the largest protests in Big Apple history. Many New Yorkers marched because they felt that the Republican Party was trying to exploit 9/11 (a failure of the Bush administration to prevent, we thought then; a false-flag attack I now know).

I was there along with a couple of friends from a D&D game. The photos seem to be currently lost (old Picasa doesn’t seem to have survived new Picasa; lost also 2006 Paris photos) along with so many other things in the wake of the US government’s illegal (conspiracy against rights combining the worst of COINTELPRO and MKULTRA and of course utilizing PRISM) effort against me. Attacking me for writing The Wisp must surely be part of it (a violation of the First Amendment), though it appears that that may have been someone else’s trap (using me the way they did, a violation of the Fourteenth Amendment on that side of it).

At the same protest march. Hammond was arrested during a drum beating protest.

2) Gay Pride altercation with anti-gay bullies. Hello?

3) Occupy Wicker Park 2005 (didn’t even know that Occupy existed back then, bet most of you didn’t either). Supported Occupy more recently. They’re one of the only voices out there for the middle class that actually seeks to do what they say (unlike the Democrats).

4) Protesting Nazis, December 10, 2005. Read Wicked Game. Read my short stories. Read this blog.

5) On December 7, 2006, Hammond was arrested for hacking an anti-protestor site, ProtestWarrior. ProtestWarrior was started by two kids in Texas who were pro-Iraq invasion. These guys (though I’ve said similar of Anonymous) are undoubtedly puppets of the Department of Defense whether they know it or not. The irony of the picture currently on their front page (“War Never Solved Anything: Except Slavery, Nazism,” etc.) is so strong that it breaks out of the world of concept and takes on physical form. “Zombies” promoting “zombism”, fascism, etc. It is obvious (to me).

What is even sadder–and proof positive that this country is f—ed on a permanent basis, is that among the things he stole were credit card numbers of the people who sent donations to the site. He did not use the numbers, did not give them out.

And yet the US government prosecutors “assigned” a monetary value ($500) to each of the 5,000 credit cards as though he had done what any Washington DC politician would do, go on a spending spree of hookers and crack cocaine.

(This is an evil, evil place. I’m sold on that now, thanks, US government. You can call it what you want, but both parties, top to bottom, are in the thrall of hatred and their only thought is who they can kill, maim, torture, or otherwise make miserable. That’s all they do. State governments and local governments are no different. We a capital f F—ED. Mounds of dead bodies in the street in our future. Guaranteed. God couldn’t stop it at this point. *)

You see it’s not about the law, it’s about using the law for your own petty, often criminal, self-serving purposes. Ending COINTELPRO 2.0 is not in their best interests because they like being able to hurt people they perceive as a threat to their power. Witness the Syria debate (abusing the meaning of the term) and how it comes down to someone making fun of the US. Apparently words hurt the Senate and the President to the point that covert ops designed to destroy Americans who disagree with their backwards, sometimes treasonous, policies are employed.

6) March 25, 2010: Protesting a Holocaust denier. Says it all, doesn’t it? You can’t even protest people who deny what HITLER DID!!! No, we can’t think about that because we’re borrowing so many pages from the Nazi playbook. (Of course, a small masked black-clad people stormed the stage, turned over chairs. I’m thinking the irony was lost on most people.)

7) March 5, 2012 was the Stratfor arrest.

Similar thinking politically, similar concerns about where the US government (and others) are headed. Different methods though.

(Also note that the case’s judge’s husband was somehow connected to Stratfor…)

Now let’s take a closer look at Jeremy Hammond’s reading wish list on Amazon. I’ll do the hard part for you:


Again. Cory Doctorow. In a way it doesn’t mean that much. Doctorow believes in a free internet.

(Whatever misgivings I once had about that are now gone thanks to the Obama administration and self-dealing neocon Michael Hayden. There is nothing worse, no greater threat, than an out of control defense / security / intelligence / police sector and there never could be. Their corruption alone makes us less safe because you don’t get a good picture of reality and the effect of making so many people miserable means that the US is going to be vilified world round, not to mention treating innocent people like criminals. We are actually more likely to suffer a huge, horrible, deadly terror attack because of these people, not in spite of them).

Then there’s the photo at Huffington Post and on the support site. This, apart from my old Parisian friend’s face plastered over it is pretty damn close. Hair (closer to Jason’s, see below), ears, height, build.

But it’s not him. Voice is wrong. Neither is it his twin, Jason.

I’ve not ever covered on this blog previously. February or so of 2010, I first saw the mention on Twitter of a novel similar to The Girl Who… series where the female protagonist or victim had a twin–then!–later the same day, came home after my jog and my then partner was reading that same book. I’ve forgotten the name of the book and I’m too something to email my ex to ask him about it.

In my drugged state in 2010, I applied that twin meme to Janus (you know, the mythical god with two faces). I had set that and so many other “silly” ideas aside because since getting some of my wits back, I’ve been trying to go with the facts as best I can get at them. How was A likely done, why was B done, who did C?

But there it is. Twins (fraternal, not identical) with similar politics to mine.

Of course, before all this I was far less passionate about it and far more trusting of the federal government and the system. Since seeing just how bad it is, being on the front lines of it, how government agents can do anything they damn well please without even the Inspectors General having a say in it when it happens here, says it all.

Not Jason either. The point?

To try to connect me to Anonymous (as they had with the January 2010 Wikileaks donation and therefore Chelsea Manning) and to set me on the warpath against Cory, EFF, Anonymous, maybe even to stalk Jason or Jeremy Hammond. Pit your targets against each other and you can concentrate on doing the same to someone else.

The cat was clawing out of the bag where voice-to-skull is concerned. Too many psychopaths enjoying the use of that and similar technology to allow, for example, my partner and I to take a short Toronto vacation and for me to sit down with a Canadian scifi writer to talk about scifi. Likely, that’s all that would have happened. Maybe we would have found a strange coincidence that a former fellow actor at the NJSF had voiced over one of Peter Watts’ novels and maybe we wouldn’t. Probably wouldn’t, but these people are control freaks and tax wasters. Getting to do both is fun for them.

In any case, after seeing clearly just how corrupt our government truly is, that they break the law every day and don’t care that they do, that they have murdered many people for many reasons none of them good, I am not left with any viable options but to support the opposition, am I?

As Julian said:


Jason, your brother has my full support. Feel free to contact me with any questions any time. You were set up as was I.

Having said that, as far as people to be brainwashed over, if it had been you, I could do far worse. Thanks for fighting for our rights.

Read my book and this blog where these methods and tricks are concerned and be careful. We are in a proxy war that, like all other wars, protects the powerful while people like us (and even ProtestWarrior) are thrown into the line of fire. It’s true. I agree with my convictions, they are generally “mine”, but they are being pushed to an extreme coupled with V2K sent solutions that are not mine at all. As you may have read or will read, it’s very, very likely that this was the case with Chelsea Manning as well. The signs of having been brainhacked are all there, as they are with me. I suspect you two as well. (See also MEDUSA, owned by Top Secret America Sierra Nevada Corporation after they bought WaveBand.)

The pattern here seems to be repeating something out of The Wisp and that did not turn out so well for the hactivist character in that story (who was warned just as I’m warning you now, “HOSS is dangerous, leave them alone” or similar).

If you start feeling the slightest bit in despair, know it probably is V2K and it will pass. Don’t let these criminals “Aaron Swartz” or even “Tony Scott” you or Jeremy. They did it to five or six young gay men in 2011 as well. Noted on this blog some time in 2012 because I could not process it emotionally when they initially told me that in Minneapolis via V2K.

Violence. This is a goal for them because they love nazis, hate freedom, and they think they can drive me to violence by hurting people like you. Sorry for you that this is the case.

You should also read Watts’ books. Your brother as well. See especially the end notes of Blindsight for what it was got him into trouble. The Rifters Trilogy gives an idea of one of our possible futures brought to us by our sell-out representatives.

(And of course, will the real Janus, please stand up? For something. For anything.

Careerism, peer pressure, nationalism, fear, whatever it is, not a valid excuse. It’s your decision but it’s also the world you’re going to have to live in long after I’m gone. You are making that world, my man. This was always about you, not me. I’m just the one trying, for even ten seconds, to snap you out of your zombism. I’ve paid the price for the privilege. When are you going to do something constructive?)

* Worth a try. You know, “…couldn’t sink the Titanic.”

Wake up, it’s much too late…

Thrown for a Loop

7 FireDogLake, “Bradley Manning Sent Jeremy Scahill Scoop on Blackwater’s Erik Prince Going to United Arab Emirates”, Kevin Gosztola, April 24, 2013:

I update Wicked Game pretty much every day. Ran across that while searching for Erik Prince’s defection to the UAE (notice how there’s no demand for his return to.face various charges).

What’s strange, of course, is that the math just got exponentially more complex regarding the coincidences I’m detailing in the book. The Wisp ended with the arrest of a fictional owner of a mercenary corporation. That Manning put Scahill in touch with the person who told him gets piled on top of Manning’s erratic behavior before the government’s timeline of attempted leaks begins (just after putting Cleo to sleep and before Squidgate  began), my January 2010 donation to Wikileaks, the questions surrounding why Manning was allowed to continue what the government said he did for so many months after both the counseling and contact with outside parties (neither of which could have occurred unnoticed), their subsequent brainwashing of him using sleep deprivation and harassment at Quantico prison, Scahill and I winding up in the same neighborhood, and the fact that it was a gay hacker who had informed FBI.

All points to deep weird. Best explanation is mind control of some kind. Seen it demonstrated many times.

Will show evidence of Wikileaks donation in Wicked Game when I get to January 2010.

Crossing the Streams

First, something I probably should have noted when posting the chapter link below. I wrote about 2/3 of it on or around the 20th of March. This is notable because of the quote I pulled from the article on the Loughner sheriff report pages that were released. Yes, I already had Brian’s inner dialogue as part of it and really, the article didn’t alter what I had in mind for the rest of it.

But then if you’ve been reading this long enough, you already know I’ve been talking about that for some time. The short story “Signifying Nothing”, for example, included a medieval version of it. In that one, an operative secrets himself close enough to an ergot-drugged man in order to whisper to him and brainwash him into going psycho faux-werewolf on his neighbors.

And since I’m doing this post that mentions both what’s happening in the news and some fiction I’ve written, I should address the fiction issue in general.

Before this nonsense started (or, more accurately, before I realized it had already started), I had decided I wanted to write TV and movies. This began with The Wisp and an attempt to interest Smoke House (that’s George Clooney’s production company) in the story. Of course at the time I knew nothing of what Mr. Clooney endured during and since the shooting of Syriana. In retrospect, it appears that much of attempting to do that was not my idea. Can’t say I’d blame the man not wanting to tackle anything similar after those experiences which became public after his Rolling Stone interview at the end of 2011.

I expect that was supposed to set me off. Have the lure of Hollywood glitz dangled in front of your nose (you may not have read back far enough…meeting Jonathan Rhys-Meyers, various Hollywood clientele at my real estate job, etc.) and then have it jerked away abruptly.

But, see, I never really cared about that that much. It seemed like a challenge, and a fun one, writing stories and seeing them turned into some kind of media. But I didn’t need it. I don’t know about “My Old Kentucky Home”, but I was cool with my Brooklyn one.

To make it further ironic, had I just been sent on my way, I’d likely have sold out like most people do. Why not? Mad money soothes the compromised soul. Just look at Congress.

So, some might think of (and some scumbags will, if they haven’t already, tried to paint) my fiction writing and this blog combined as a publicity stunt. I assure you it is not. If I can use fiction to draw attention to these newer illegal (and ultimately self-defeating) programs, then so be it. This is why I have been putting them up and well before I have a chance to go over them again and edit, rewrite, etc. Steal Borrow away, if you are a writer and can get published.

Further, can you imagine, if what I’ve posted here about the influence over media, such as pro-perpetual war, pro-torture, etc. propaganda, the CIA and Pentagon’s control over Hollywood, that Infernis, for example, would ever even get published? Not until long after this is over, I imagine. And then you gotta wonder if you’ll be around to see that. Took the McGill University student who got electrodes attached to her head by the CIA and Ewan Cameron over fifty years to see her day in court. How much longer for someone who has no such evidence of ever even having had contact with these s***heads apart from the Ford Foundation and NJSF connection and the various circumstantial evidence? (Well, apart from being in the same vicinities as Anthony Gipe, ‘Balding’, the Informants and the real or fake FBI agents who were harassing them, and ‘Janus’, that is).

I also note that, after the Squidgate incident that there apparently was, somewhere on the Web (never saw it myself) people claiming that Peter had somehow engineered the entire thing himself in order to promote his work.

These are exactly the kind of lies one should expect from our inherently, deeply, through-and-through, corrupt intelligence community as well as those of the other NATO member nations. They know spin better than the party pundits and politicos.

Finally, a BLACK BOOT DIARIES bit, just noting that apparently “Nancy” took a vacation from some time on April 1 until late night on the 7th. * It was nice not having to deal with the usual crap for a week, or at least a very, very scaled down version of what it’s generally been like.

I believe this is the longest break since it started December 2009. Those rarely lasted more than a day or several hours. Can you imagine? I’ll bet you can’t.

This was another reason for the slowness on posting (besides the limited Internet). Considered, you know, waiting to see what would happen. You remember those days? When you would write whoever, tell them the situation, trust them to do the right thing (or at least give you their reasons for why they won’t) and wait for a reply?

Yeah. Me neither.

But don’t think for one second I thought it was over. No. Just a time out. It’s an addiction for you, isn’t it, Nancy? You just can’t stop yourself. You don’t feel like you exist unless you’re messing with people.

* I’m assuming the Navy was in town and she was busy with her legs in the air. What, was it Fleet Week?

Amendments Defiled Continued

This is going to be the usual stream of consciousness, covering various topics, filling in holes from the previous post and introducing and re-introducing new ones. So deal with it. It’s focused more on attacking free speech and journalism, as opposed to the technically-it’s-slavery focus of the previous post.

First, let me make very certain I have made the main point clear: voice-to-skull subliminals work on anyone. It’s sad to me how well they work. You wake up one morning and people you’ve known for a very long time suddenly behave as if they hate your guts. If you can’t see, can’t connect, how that applies to the national and international scenes, then you are not paying attention. How’s this for starters? Secret Muslim, socialist, etc. Here it is again in black and white:

Nonlethal weapon which includes (1) a neuro-electromagnetic device which uses microwave transmission of sound into the skull of persons or animals by way of pulse-modulated microwave radiation; and (2) a silent sound device which can transmit sound into the skull of person or animals. NOTE: The sound modulation may be voice or audio subliminal messages. One application of V2K is use as an electronic scarecrow to frighten birds in the vicinity of airports.

First, the previous post regarding former clients. As I said, some of those companies I listed I had contact with through friends or as part of projects I worked on where access to their spaces was necessary for other work. Many were tenants in the commercial hirise building in which I worked for the landlord. PBoC was one such, as I said.

The list you’ll find here is very out of date. You’ll still find my professional blurb on that page as well. Note, for example, Piper Rudnick, one of the law firms we worked for. It is, last I heard, now known as DLA Piper and went through one or more name changes before that change. I’m thinking there was a Wolf in there after a previous merger.

DLA was one of our biggest tenant clients. This was where A. B. “Buzzy” Krongard (whose former trading company shortsold airline stock on 9/11 and whose brother was Inspector General who looked into it) wound up after leaving CIA. As I’ve said before, I’ve no idea if he worked out of the 1251 office.

By the way, don’t think I ever worked on a DLA project. If so, it was likely office work only, some CAD, maybe, or a spreadsheet.

How I found out that Buzzy worked there was a tweet by Jeremy Scahill, I’m thinking in early January of ’10.

This is where the jumping around often loses people and I get accused of “loose associations”. Well, that’s all you get when dealing with cloak and dagger. You won’t get it all spelled out for you, not likely ever. Coverups, lies, disinformation, destruction of documents and failure to provide information as determined by law are all in the way, as we’ve seen with unresponsive FOIA requests recently.

Right. Scahill. I’ll back up a bit and remind folks that investigative reporter Glenn Greenwald and his family, it has already been reported, was targeted by CIA subcontractor Palantir. It should come as no surprise whatever that Scahill is likely a target as well.

A few of the darkly humorous or ironic things where Jeremy is concerned…

Have to back up a bit again. There was the “test”, as I think of it, in Indianapolis, of the “happy” drug, the euphoric causing one, that either does or with some other method or substance, also increases libido or the feeling of love. This was 2006.

In the fall of 2007, some of the seeds of what later became The Wisp already planted, I, with two of my co-workers during lunch one November day, met Jonathan Rhys-Meyers at Arriba, Arriba on Ninth Avenue. That was the day that the euphoria returned.

It was also mere days before Rhys-Meyers would have an altercation at the airport with security and then his mother would pass away. It might appear to some that I had something to do with his change in behavior.

As I said in the previous post, unwitting dupe, red herring, fallguy, not spy nor operative. This is undoubtedly how the “star killer” stuff works as well. CIA and/or DoD psyops and assassins actually carry out the work while making sure that people like myself or Mr. Smith are or were in the vicinity of the target(s) soon before in order to deflect attention from their role in it. The goal, of course, to “tame”, discipline, and control Hollywood. Undoubtedly the same in the MSM. Thinking of Plamegate witness Tim Russert.

What finally pushed me over, convinced me that my “slavehood” to CIA was real, was a post I did not make public. I mentioned in it that I have never been to the Farm, never had any sort of military, paramilitary nor espionage training whatsoever. The reply via V2K was to look here in my own blog (UPDATE – FORGOT TO LINK TO THE POST IN QUESTION).

Whether or not that actually works, I suspect, depends on what is being “taught.” Something complex like taking apart an M-16 I doubt could be done except over a long period of time, one step being taught at a time.

However, something simple like forgetting to lock a door so that the real operative(s) can come in later, no question.

So while I acknowledge that I served almost exclusively as a target or distraction, to have actually done anything else, actually spied on a client, actually drugged another human being (much less one of my longtime favorites like Jonny) no f***ing way. They do want me to believe that the whole hypnotized selectively-forgetful superspy crap is real, but again this is to deflect from their own culpability and to blame and incriminate myself. It’s horses***. Yes, they have made me forget some minor things from time to time, but those memories always return. It’s subliminal suggestion and not (yet) full-blown remote brain editing. (That is possible and therefore in the works. Once that is done, bye, bye Miss American Pie. It’s over. This is one reason why this is so crucial in terms of getting some serious “a person’s brain is sacrosanct” legislation with some harsh penalties and some goddam oversight).

All of that to get here…

After, almost immediately after, meeting Jonny, The Wisp storyline started coming together and I thought about a screenplay and a graphic novel. Then recalling Syriana, I thought of Clooney in the lead role. I knew nothing of course of his injury and traumatic experience on the set at that time and only discovered those more recently when he decided to discuss them in interviews.

So, it was quite a shock when later I learned that one of my realworld sources of material for the story, Jeremy Scahill, had moved in less than a block away from me in Brooklyn. Further, I discovered this by talking to one of the owners of my local deli. The same deli where that person showed up on January 3, 2010 and wanted me to think he had some connection to Watts. The same deli where the owner suddenly starter giving me grief for carrying a camera (which would be one reason I didn’t get on film, for example, the same pickup truck doing the smoke trick the second time I saw it). But I did photograph the Fish & Wildlife sticker still visible on a van… But I’m getting ahead of myself.

Thanksgiving week ’09 it’s after midnight and was walking the dogs. I bumped into a distinctly military looking fellow milling about with a dog in front of Scahill’s. Jeremy was out of town as I recall. When I asked him about the dog, he paused long enough that I knew it wasn’t his dog.

Later, I mentioned this to Jeremy. That conversation was also interesting because we touched on the Real Time (as yet unaired I think) interview of Oliver Stone.

“Well, I think there probably was something to the JFK assassination,” I said.

“Yeah, but we’ll probably never know who did it,” Jeremy said.

I threw out the military-industrial-complex and he, as a good investigative reporter should do, pushed back on the lack of evidence.

The hilarious part? The question of the identify of the person on the grassy knoll was put forth in an OpEd on Truthout at some point later in 2010 or 2011. It has since been taken down, I assume over legal threats or Leopold deciding it was too conspiracy theory oriented for them. I’ll just say that the answer suggested by the intel veteran who wrote it makes a lot of sense. Like father, like son. I also note that there are still a few missing pages in the Family Jewels. Sure seem to relate to JFK.

But the real point there is the “irony” of the conversation. I’m telling you, that neighborhood during the ’08/’09 holidays was a ghost town, but in ’09/’10 was crawling with spooks, many tripping over each other and racing cars down the street. It was a free for all.

Next, and he’s quite forgiven, I was out on the balcony when Jeremy passed by and said something about the lap of luxury.

Note again, what happened? I lost all of that. The purpose? To try to misdirect my ire from the real perpetrators in the Obama administration against people like Scahill, Watts, Clooney, Baer, even Bill Krisol (by the way, there is a current hilarious attempt to get me to point the finger at Lord Conrad Black {Mr. White?} and Richard Branson {Virgin’s logo is red, opposite of Green they point out}). Apparently these imbeciles didn’t realized the whole Black thing (happening elsewhere, a Yahoo group) was a right-feint for the left hook delivered elsewhere. Like a friend of mine used to say, Nazis were overall more vicious than smart. While not entirely so, it does on occasion apply to American fascists as well. Overconfidence in their toys makes them subject to the occasional psyop as well.

Then, as I said already, the news that our top client was the new home of Buzzy came from Scahill. Being locked out of the building where I worked for twenty years followed. Fighting to get my unemployment followed that.

Would it have been surprising if I had, being surreptitiously drugged and otherwise harassed consistently, blamed Jeremy for that?

Would it likewise have been unexpected if, after having been brainwashed to think that little twerp that appeared and seemed to “save my life” was related to Watts, to have blamed Watts for his consistent no-show?

Would it likewise have been unexpected if I had blamed Clooney and Baer for things after what seemed like a prank at the movie theater in December of ’09 and other things?

This is how they do it. If it had been as simple as delivering an instruction and their obedient “robot” carrying it out, I’d be dead or in prison by now. Doesn’t work that way nor that well. Requires other factors, is not easy to produce. Sure, they can arrange to have people in the same place at the same time, but violating your personal code, internalized morality, whatever, not so easy.

And that, as the wizard said, is an encouraging thought.

But you’d better hurry.

Also: Only 24 More Investigation Days until the third anniversary of the unsolved arson of December 23, 2009.

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